I feel alone in a world of people, people whose only goal is to bend you until you snap, until your heart shatters. They can break my heart many times but i will pick up the pieces and put myself back together. My heart is like glass, everytime it breaks, it can be put back together, but will never be the same.

I always have wanted to do something with music, of course I probably never will get the chance, but I will put every once of effort into it possible. When people talk to me, I am probably hearing them but not paying attention, I am probably thinking of lyrics to a song I heard, or a song that I am writing.
MUSIC IS MY EVERYTHING, TAKE IT AWAY AND I AM NOTHING.

I hope that all of the people who create crap for me to sort through and make surviving as hard as possible for me that THERE IS NOTHING I DO BETTER THAN REVENGE!!! And i will give you no pleasure, when it comes to feelings i conceal them pretty well, along with secretes.

I'd like to meet

Monte Money, Max Green, Davhie Vanity, Ronnie Radke, Andy Beirsack, Ashley Purdy, and all those people who are my saviours, without them I would be dead right now. Music is my soul, life, and more. Music keeps me from doing stupid shit.

i would really like to meet Ronnie Radke though, he is making it so that i never do drugs, especially seeing what it does, i want to thank him, stopping me from ruining my life.

I also want to meet Andrea, my mom, and Eli, my dad

and also Cody, my brother

Activities

I song and write lyrics, I would like to learn guitar, or something to go with my vocals.

I think of my music no matter where I am, even in the middle of something important to me.

Interests

Music saved my life, and now is the center of my universe.

helping my friends stalk their crushes, haha, fun stuff

Favorite Music

LOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

Favorite Books

Harry Potter!!!
The Seven Realms Series
The Hungar Games

Favorite Quotes

Wanting to be someone else is a waste of who you are. - Kurt Cobain

Count your age by your friends, not your years. Count your life by your smile not your tears. - John Lennon

Everything will be ok in the end, if it's not ok, then it's not the end. - unknown

Some people walk in and out of our hearts, others walk in, stay awhile and when they go they leave footprints. And you will never be the same.- anonymous

Don't count the days, make the days count- Muhammad Ali

Favorite Heroes

Andrea and Eli

Cody

If I wasn't my own hero, how else would I get through my day, everyone is their own hero, wether you realise it or not

Monte Money, Ronnie Radke

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EliteAmongOutcasts 2012/03/31 03:30:03

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The Fantastic Kai 2012/03/22 01:17:10

just dropping in to sho ya sum luvin:)))
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Semyaza's Lachrimae 2012/03/06 16:51:29

That's awesome :)
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Semyaza's Lachrimae 2012/02/29 22:11:23

:) You are the best
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Semyaza's Lachrimae 2012/02/27 07:01:51

<3 *hugs* I'm always here for you girl.
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Semyaza's Lachrimae 2012/02/27 06:51:57

I love you! My beautiful and amazing daughter. Don't forget that!
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figuringoutfate 2012/02/27 05:15:59

I'm ready to stab the next one who says they understand me
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Semyaza's Lachrimae 2012/02/27 04:05:41

Ya, a few get me, but most don't . :)
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