I have to be me. So what can I say about myself. Like any of you ppl care. You only look at the pics anyways. But I will give it a try. Here is my story. I was born Juana on my mothers brithday Ya I was my mothers brithday gift. Even now my mother calls it a present she couldn't return.(Thanks mom.) I am the youngest and only girl(well my bio family) But I have a sister even now she dosen't cleam me and a lil brother that died when he was only 12 yrs old 15 yrs ago.So we where a family of 8 that was along time ago.I am a very outgoing person even now my family think is just my crazy Ass brian trying to get away from me. I love to sing and music will is my life. I was raised a Jehovah witness( think befor you talk I still belive what I learned when I was a kid)I plean on one day fully heartedly go back to God and follow in his sons Jesus Christ's footsteps. I don't do drugs and I don't need any to make me more crazy minded. I always daydream and live in a world of my own.I try everday to fight my way out of the dark corners of my mind. And thats not a joke. I am happly married if you can belive it. We have our ups and downs but we love one another so much. We live and breath for egather. I meet my Michael(my Husband) in May of 1997 I would love to say we meet our eyes locked and it was love at frist sight. But ya what ever. I was still married to my frist husbend and keep this in mind I was only 17teen at the time. I was with that frist asshole for about 2 yrs befor I meet my light in the dark(Michael). I was still very much in love with my frist husband(the asshole)and I wasn't intrested in anyone eles. But how I meet my now husband(The light in the dark...aka Michael)is some what I think fait. I was at home and awake during the day. I party A LOT! I mean A LOT back in the days. So I so happen had to do laundry and was up that afternoon.I was going throgh some of my clothing and found a number. A phone numnber of a friend that well I haven't talk to in a long time a really long time. That also tells you how long that it was that I did those pair of paints. Well anyways I called her. And well she was on the other line with another frind trying to get someone to go with her to Oakland. And well the other friend couldn't go. And well I had nothing planed like always even know I was always busy. She asked me if I would like to go.I said why not. So she came to pick me up. We went on bart and a hr later there he was looking at me and so not my tipe. It was to funny him and his brother where all up in me. We went out to eat hangout and crap like that. Then a few more hrs later he droped us of back at the bart but in Concord.I thought nothing of it. I never thought I would ever see him agian. Well the next day went back out there and for the next 2 weeks he called me continesly my dad had to say stop calling. Which he didn't(I was glade). And I was having fun. I really didn't see my then asshole for a longtime and thoght to myself. Michael is a good guy. I like him. So After a few weeks he asked me out I told him I let you now next week and well when next week came I told him yes. He gave me along kiss and looked very happy. I still couldn't at this poit say he made me all geedy. I was still very much in love with the asshole.I did brake it off with him. I stop all contaced.Well I tryed.Anyways. I hangout more with Michael and liked it very much. A few more weekes later I lift my asshole for good. And moved in with Michael. 4 yrs later got married and been deeply and madly in love for 11yrs. We have no humen kids but have 19 fury ones.( SORRY FOR ALL THE MIS-SPELLED WORDS.)I work for a crapy compony called GOODWILL.I don't drive and hate to walk. I have a nieces Lupita that I look after and are trying to get custedy of.She from my husbands side of the family. specking about family I hate mine and rather have friends. You can pick and choces you friends. I do really dislike my family but lovem.I would rather never to see most of my family. I have very lil friend. I alot on here but in the flashly world just a handfull of real friends.I love life most of the time. I am a clown and I always craken jokes. I never think befor I speak. Im dromatic and deep. I think so much I talk to myself out loud. I sing out lond of key and wright everthing down.And if YOU the person reading this gotting this far just stop ADD ME becuse it looks like you really would like to get to know me and become friends. So I am going to stop and when you are ready and would like to talk about anything and I really mean it ANYTHING. ADD ME and send a message and I will always wright you back. PS: don't add me if you are never going to talk and wright back and sent comments.

My top 10 ppl I would die to meet: 1.The greatest band on the planet My Chemical Romance(aka MCR for thoses who don't know) 2.30 saconds to Mars (Great Vocils) 3.Linkin Park (Great Message) 4.John Travolta (1 of the greats) 5.Jim Carry (Thee funnest man a live) 6.Will Smith (Postive in everway) 7.The Killers (emosinal) 8.Angalina Julie (Beautiful in everway) 9.Bill Clintn ( One of thee best Presdents ever in my life time) 10.YOU!( becuse we can become best friends)

Jehovah God,The bible, Singing(karaoke), Camping, Swimming, Painting, Danceing(slow songs), Reading, Wrighting, Day trips, Animals, Crafts, Talking, Myspace, Idealies, Baseball(GO A's!), Music, Movies, Makeing new friends, Customes, Photogorphy, Srapbooking, Pack Rat, Cooking and love.

Well #1 God and thats all I am welling to say about that.#Music I love music.My Chemical Romance,Flyleaf,30 seconds to mars,The killers and music like that.I love singing.I am a karaoke junky.I am always on the net and talking to new friends and keeping in Tough with old ones.I paint and wright all that time.I also love keeping up my world in my mind going.I am also really in to being diffirent.I try my best to be just ME.I love camping,swimming,and thinking about going to the gym.








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Rock,Pop,Alternative," un " EMO,R & B, Classic, Hip-Hop, Mostly music I can relate to and sing.

A Hunting, I love money, TRL, Best week ever, Law and order SVU, Mexican soaps, Mostly Reality programs (all).

Grease 1 & 2, The note book, The lake House, The spiterweb Cronicals, Girl interipted, Walk the line, 4 Brothers, Everthing Keanue Reeves is in, Beach, Old school, Happyfeet, Land befor time, Ice age, Hair spray the old one, Will wonka and the chocholet facture both, Wizerd of Oz, Babes in toyland, Toy story, Any thing that will scare the poop right out of me. Documentries. (Not a good speller. )

The Bible,, The key to family happeness, Come be my follower, Home Remedies for dog's and cats, How 2 book's, Learn From the Great Teacher, The book of Bible story, Where the side walk ends.

"She died of Sadness. But why do you care you made her sad." By: Juana Anastas

'Hey girls, you're beautiful. Whether you're a size 32 or a size 18. As long as you're a good person. As long as you respect others and yourself. Don't listen to those fashion magazines. Hey girls, you're beautiful' - Gerard Way.

Dont piss your life away with suicide- it's a bullshit way out- Gerard Way

Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary.- Gerard Way

I would date Gerard.- Frank Iero

So many people treat you like you're a kid so you might as well act like one and throw your television out of the window.- Gerard Way

If music be the food of love, play on -Shakespeare

All the world's a stage -Shakespear

A lie told often enough becomes the truth.-Lenin

Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans.-John Lennon

If I were two-faced, would I be wearing this one?-Abraham Lincoln

"Hollywood is a place where they'll pay you $50,000 for a kiss
and 50 cents for your soul"-Marilyn Monroe

"A career is wonderful, but you can't
curl up with it on a cold night."-Marilyn Monroe

Be civil to all; sociable to many; familiar with few;
friend to one; enemy to none.-Benjamin Franklin

Do not anticipate trouble, or worry about what may never happen.-Benjamin Franklin

Jehovah God, Jesus Christ, My Husabnd Miguel, Tootlies from saving us from a house fire. All my kids all 21 of them with out them I would be unloved and lonley.