"A boy and a girl, the best of friends.
From elementary to high school from beginning to end.
Through all those years their friendship grew.
They both felt the same, but neither knew.
Each waking moment since the day they met.
They both loved each other sunrise to sunset.
He was all she had in her terrible life.
He was the one who kept her from her knife.
She was his angel, she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while.
Then one day things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks were like a very sad song.
He made her jealous on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, 'Do you love her?' on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy like it was a game.
Little did he know things would never be the same.
His plan was working but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go, the damage he would do.
One night she broke down, feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade, no one else home.
She dialed his number, he answered, 'Hello.'
She told him she loved him and hung up the phone.
He raced to her house just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood, her heart had no rate.
Beside her was a note, in it her confession.
Her love for this boy, her only obsession.
As he read the note, he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife, that night they both died.
She was found in his arms, both of them dead.
Under her note his handwriting said:
'I loved her so, she never knew.
All this time I loved her too.'"

so what if you catch me, where would we land?


love is watching someone die.

So ive been told each broken heart will eventually mend, but will it ever recover? Though youll never know, youve stolen my heart and i just cant let go, i cant seem to find the strength to just let you go. And how my heart crumbles when i see how ive become to a part of your past and something so gone that when we come face to face you just look past me.

look right through my heart and through my soul



im just i n v i s i b l e to you and you just cant seem to see me here.waiting here."

- Andrea

soccer, swimming, rock climbing, and track (sometimes)

Poll Answers

nightwish, my chemical romance, HIM, tarot, linkin park, chevelle, D I S T U R B E D, avenged sevenfold, wolfmother, nine inch nails,OZZY OSBOURNE ,cky, hawthorne heights, nirvana, crossfade, tool, slipknot, switchfoot, nickleback, red hot chili peppers, the used, staind, panic at the disco, plain white ts, hoobastank, coldplay, a fine frenzy, 3 doors down, shinny toy guns, blue october, E V A N E S A N C , third eye blind, finch, sugarcult, snow patrol, smash mouth, simple plan, relient k, rancid, queen, papa roach, pilot speed, no motiv, no doubt, muse, mute math, motion city soundtrack, moments in grace, modest mouse, matchbox twenty, maroon 5, letter kills, the killers, keane, jimmy eat world, incubus, further seems forever, osker, chronic future, cold war kids, blink 182, borne, all american rejects, areosmith, foo figthers, junior boys, kasabain, under the influence, yellwocard, vega4, 1208, fall out boy, sum 41, the tender box, teddybears, state radio, the red jumpsiut apparatus, the kools, green day, audioslave, autopilot off, the blow, black stone cherry, boy kill boy, the cult, the cinematics, donots, the f-ups, david graza, dregd, the fray, the futureheads, goldfinnger, goo goo dolls, good charlotte, HELLOWEEN, immaculate machine, institute, mew, midtown, the raconterus, S H I N Y T O Y G U N S, the who, vaux, 311, sugar ray, lit, abba, taking back sunday,tarja, brother firetribe, F U E L, angels and airwaves, dashboard confessional, drop dead gorgeous, guns n roses, flyleaf, hans zimmer, rob dougan, gym class heroes, kansas, metallica, ozzy osborune, paramore, onerepublic, rise against, kilo kiley, seether, saliva, saosin, serj tankian, S L I P K N O T, velvet revolver, the vere, zz top...

Adult Swim, Law and Order (SVU & CI), CSI (Miami, Las Vegas, New York), Blade the series, Moonlight, MTV, MTV2, VH1 ....

van helsing, Apollo 13, the gladiator, beetle juice, the breakfast club, Chicago, hellboy, Dracula, the excorist of Emily rose, the illusionist, the prestige, the underworld, the underworld evolution ...

CRANK, IMPULSE, GLASS, twilight, new moon, eclipse, crank, Tuesdays with moire, seven people you meet in heaven, the hot zone, lovely bones, ordinary people, and then there were none, a certain slant of light, into thin air, monster, haunted, the figure in the shadows, ordinary people ...

ville valo
friends
family
..... MUSIC!!































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