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Opinion: NO i don't have that much free time to use only two fingers like old peoples do on keyboard and write some message, i need full ten fingers to write a note o...

Have you ever gotten a cramp while asleep?

Yes it feels....

Opinion: yes and it feel like hell, it use to happen with me when i was kid and i use to wake up crying, it use to be too very severe pain

What's the nearest fast food place to your house?

Opinion: View media

Do you know people who smoke?

Yes

Opinion: yes i know alot at my workplace and they are the person who are most disgusting peoples otherwise also

What is your sexual orientation?

Straight

Opinion: i have always dreamt about a man in my life as my life partner and at present also i with emotionally involved with a man so i guess that answers your questi...

Do you believe there is life other than on this planet?

Opinion: NO

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?

This...

Opinion: my younger sister who shares bed and room with me

Did father who dragged his son naked through streets for diso...

Yes

Opinion: this is plain inhuman and animal like behavior..if some indian might had been done something like this then that kid might had committed suicide for getting ...

what is your favorite dress color?

white

Opinion: i like white dress the most and i wear it most of the time, some of them are plain white and some are with white background with little colorful embroidery w...

Have you ever hit an animal while driving?

Opinion: thankfully, else it would sadden me like hell

About Me

I am simple, of reserve nature at first, very loving, caring, understanding, polite, humble, thoughtful and respectful and i give all of these to all the sweet, wonderful and loving persons in abundance without expecting anything from them coz making someone happy even for a while with my love makes me feel greatly contended, it's the way of getting pleasure for my soul..my soul feels very happy when i see that someone is feeling better due to my efforts and if they respond back to me then we have a relation of a lifetime..i have made a few sweet relations over here on internet due to this nature of mine :)

but sadly i have seen a few very disgusting people as well, after seeing and watching them i have come to a conclusion that such people don't like to be loved or respected by you, they hurt yon in one way or another for you being sweet, nice, polite and loving, i have a dose for them as well..i give them what they want and then i block them and throw them out of my internet life as a filthy,smelling litter coz they are filthy smelling litter..the one who can't value love is nothing more than a waste to me

i have all the qualities of a good girl, i am quiet well off, have everything that any one can ask from life, i have finished my studies, i am double post graduate and now there is nothing left for me to do in the field of education.

i work in a government office on a very good post with a very good salary, five days a week x 8 hours a day

i love spending my time on internet and i comes over here for about an hour in the morning and about four hours in the evening..spending time on internet gives me great relaxation after spending almost 9 hours at workplace with boring official work

i love my family the most, and i love my angel whom i have found here on internet only over two years ago

i love babies and wishes to have alot of them of my own

I'd like to meet

my angel, the one who is very special to me but i guess it's impossible for us to meet

Activities

Interests

My Family
Friends
Nature
River
River stream
Sea
Sea waves
Waterfall
Mountains
Volcano
Lava
Tree
Desert
Valley
Animal species
Dreams
BABIES
Love
Happiness
B & W photos
Sketchbooks
Internet
Sleeping
Books - Reading
Listening to music
standing in the rain feeling rains drops on my skin
Winter-Spring
Dawn-Dusk (it seems like god is in a very creative mood during these two times:)
Peace - Calm - Serenity
I just love the chirping of birds specially during dawn and dusk
Watching and listening to birds
Wind chimes
Quiet contemplation
Beautiful pics
searching for meaningful quotes Online
watching kids programs and Kids movies sometimes because they are far too more interesting and intelligent in compare to our grown ups program :)(usually I dislike watching TV)

Favorite Music

Hindi songs of golden era

nice melody
catchy tunes
peaceful soothing music
selected English love songs of Michael Bolton Bryan Adams Bon Jovi George Michael and a few others

Favorite Movies

HINDI FILMS (before 80s)
Anand,
Amarprem,
Aankhein,
aradhana,
teesari manzil,
jhuk gaya aasman,
aarzoo,
mili,
anamika,
abhimaan

HINDI MOVIES (80s onwards)
Pyar toh hona hi tha,
Black,
jodhaa akbar,
Hum Tum,
koi mil gaya,
dil hai ki manta nahi,
kismat connection,
hum hai rahi pyar ke,
parinita,
Jab We Met,
MANN,
chameli ki shaadi
Daddy
Gumrah
Pinjar
Baadshah

ENGLISH MOVIES
Daddy
Thunderwith,
Free willy,
Sound of Music,
blink,
splash,
die heart,
rob-be-hood,
silver hawk,
the mask,
don't say a word,
my best friend's wedding,
Atomic twister,
the pacifier,
lion heart,
mercury man

Favorite Books

i love philosophical books

ROMANTIC NOVELS
say you love me by trisha alexander,
ashes in the wind by kathleen woodiwiss,
vows by lavyrle spencer

Favorite Quotes

Life began after I fell in love with you (my angel)

There is nothing greater in life than loving another and being loved in return.

It is not LOVE but LACK of love which is blind. -Thomas Mann-

O sea i am fed up
I want to be simple,
I want to be loved
and
If love is not he had
I want to be dead, just dead. -K. Das-

-thomas mann- sea fed simple loved love dead dead das-

Favorite Heroes

my favorite hero is my special someone, he is my angel, he is my love, he my inspiration and he is my motivation, i love being with him and i want to be with him today and forever.

comments

ziad 2012/03/14 16:12:29

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staarduster 2012/03/11 05:55:09

yes you are so right. i have often been accused of being a very deep thinker, by the person reading what things I have written. i see the truth in every word you speak. your speech draws me in so much. it is as you say, great peace of mind is to be had from discussing religion. religion to me is man's construct. religion, like man, is flawed as man is flawed. religion is man's attempt to explain his relationship with God. Many years passed for the original man before he was able to define a true nature of God and his own relationship with Him.
I discuss so many topics, with so many different, diverse individuals, it keeps me very grounded and learning all the time. i live to learn and write down my thoughts especially about religion and more importantly spirituality, which i believe defines what we are talking about more than religion does. as i said, religion by its very nature is flawed, but a person can have a spiritual nature, and enjoy the Holy Spirit of God entering into him and nurturing him and helping him to learn. Or her, as the case may be. :)
Thank you for this opportunity to exercise my thoughts ina very quiet, accepting manner which is hard to find in today's hectic frenetic world. Peace dear sister in the love of Jesus, the knowledge of all things spiritual and many more special feelings as they may grow and develop as we learn more and more of each other's unique nature as we relate to God.
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staarduster 2012/03/11 04:59:03

Asha I want to also send my loving heartfelt thoughts to you during this time of your great sorrow over your father and all you must do to take care of your business regarding him. Please know that even if we don't see each other every day, you are still in my thoughts and prayers. Peace dear sister....
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staarduster 2012/03/11 04:56:31

Hi Asha my dear friend. I have missed chatting with you. My friend Rick in Reno said, "Hindu's are pretty open-minded. Jesus visited them in the missing years and they consider him one of their gods. They call him St Issa."
Asha have you heard of St. Issa?? See I am beginning a little study of the Hindu religion, with one whom I am very familiar since 1997, when I first got online. Rick has been a member of LovingSpirit since i started the list in 1998, but I met him at the old Religare list of Dan Woolman's in 1997, when I was starduster@hotmail.com, my first email address.
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Wolfman 2012/03/10 04:49:30

Have a Wolfy Weekend

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D.G.rocks 2012/03/09 17:28:14

welcome
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Anastasia 2012/03/09 17:19:30

Aww thank you for your very kind and sweet words!!!
I love you too:)))
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Anastasia 2012/03/08 22:37:50

Hello Princess Asha how are you?:D
Is your life going ok? http://www.scrapsplanet.com/c...
Have a goodnight and sweet dreams!
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Shae 2012/03/08 16:32:32

Thank you....

A big hug right back for you!

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Kashee 2012/03/07 02:06:27

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Foxylady 2012/03/06 15:58:19

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Foxylady 2012/03/05 17:25:16

Good to see you are still here with us crazy people lol..

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staarduster 2012/03/04 07:18:42

Hi Asha. Just wanted to show you a little that I am studying. Peace.

If you gather your mind in samadhi
You will understand the process
By which phenomena rise and fall.

- Sutra of Bequeathed Teachings

From wikipedia:
Samadhi (Sanskrit: समाधि) in Hinduism, Buddhism, Jainism, Sikhism and yogic schools is a higher level of concentrated meditation, or dhyāna. In the yoga tradition, it is the eighth and final limb identified in the Yoga Sūtras of Patañjali.

Prabhupada samadhi
It has been described as a non-dualistic state of consciousness in which the consciousness of the experiencing subject becomes one with the experienced object,[1] and in which the mind becomes still, one-pointed or concentrated[2] while the person remains conscious. In Buddhism, it can also refer to an abiding in which mind becomes very still but does not merge with the object of attention, and is thus able to observe and gain insight into the changing flow of experience.[3]

In Hinduism, samādhi can also refer to videha mukti or the complete absorption of the individual consciousness in the self at the time of death - usually referred to as mahasamādhi.

Your friendly scribe,
starduster
http://totherow.tripod.com/
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Kashee 2012/03/04 07:01:55

I'm still searching for this flower. It was taken in the Cameron Highlands. There's debate as to it being a hibiscus. If so, it's not one I have ever seen here.

these are typical hibiscus leaves
the leaf on your flower could resemble a rhododendron

or an ixora leaf, or mountain laurel or even some orchids. and has buds that resemble the orchid bud.

It has a clustering shape like shell ginger

This one has me really stumped, but if I have to I'll go to a master gardening center or horticultural center to have them identify it. If it grows here, I'd love to have one.
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Kingpin 2012/03/04 05:28:51

Your Father passed. My condolences. Blessings to you and family, Asha.
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Kingpin 2012/03/04 05:19:04

I'm so glad were friends!
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Kingpin 2012/03/04 05:03:19

I'm so glad your back! I missed you.
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Kashee 2012/03/03 23:55:51

Asha,
I'm particularly fascinated with that Hibiscus cluster. I have never seen one like that. it is very beautiful.
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Kashee 2012/03/03 12:53:43

Asha,
What is this beautiful flower?
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