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I am only 12 years old and im in 7th grade. If I met you in person I would probably be very shy. Most of the time I feel alone in the world and not happy. My friends arent always very good to me, and half the time my mom and brother hate me. My parents are divorced or are still trying to, so I go with my dad every other weekend. Its a trip away from home but I cant help it that the pot my dad is smoking makes him for get that im left handed (My mom says that hes probably smoking something thats why he cant remember anything). Im still just a kid, but i believe that im in love or feel like I am. The guy I love is kind of a man whore though just to make my life harder. I dont know why I made my self an account on this website, but I guess that its just a way to deal with everything and not feel so alone in the world. There is one thing that i do know though........... Feeling sorry for myself wont help me, there are so many people that have it worse then me, they are more poor, more lonely, more confused, more sick, more whatever then i could ever know of, and this is still the begining of my life, meeting new people and asking for advice is all that I can do right now.

I dont know, someone with a heart that really understands me and wants to be with me, and not make everything so complicated.

I do piano lessons, and track. At least im not a Cheerlaeder! Sorry cheerleaders no offense to u!

I have no life. I listen to music, sleep, eat, and go on the computer. When school is in all I do is my homework. (Cuz ima "A" student:) I <3 school. I also like to bake. I <3 Cookies.

My favorite band is Linkin Park, and my favorite singer is Taylor swift. I also like Aerosmith, Avril Lavigne, The Black Eyed Peas, Carrie Underwood, Chris Brown, Colbie Calliat, Drake, Eminem, Fergie, The Goo Goo dolls, Green Day, Jason Mraz, Jay-Z, Jay Sean, John Mayer, Jordin Sparks, Justin Beiber, Ke$ha, Kelly Clarkson, Lady GaGa, Lady Antebellum, Leona Lewis, Life House, Lil Wayne, Mariah Carey, Michael Buble, My chemical Romance, Maroon 5, Nelly Fartado, Nickel Back, One republic, PaPa Roach, Paramore, Pearljam, Rascal Flatts, The red hot chilli peppers, the red jumpsuit appartatus, Staind, Three days grace, Taylor swift, u2, and 3 doors down.

Bones, and NCIS. I dont really watch that much TV.

Slum dog Millionare, One missed call, Twilight, and, the final destenation movies.

Um... I liked the whole Twilght Saga, but my other favs are my sisters keeper, Scat, and Sarahs Key. I read alot but I cant really think of all of my favorites.

It is better to ask for forgiveness, then to ask for permisson. -IDK

Superman, I love Smallville.