I'm not average by any means.

I'm mean, vunerable, childlike, cold, giddy, cynical, and other things.

My heart has been with someone for quite a while, but I don't think he wants it anymore.

I read to escape.
I write to live.

Observation is my favorite game. Give me twenty mintues in a room full of couples, and I can tell you which ones are in love, which ones are just in it for the sex, and which are about to break up.