still i wait.


my heart forever open,
for everyone to read.
no false hope,
nor stubborn greed.
i wish to have one to hold,
and to please.
instead all i have,
is my head between me knees.
i do not wish to weep,
nor to be angry.
for i know,
my heart is still hungry.
hungry for love,
starving for the one.
hungry for the woman,
who has yet to come.
i continue to pray,
continue to stay alive.
i do not give up,
i just for her to arrive.
so now i end this poem,
with nothing yet accomplished.
i do not give up,
and my patience will not be punished.

LETTING GO

my love is a thread,
yours is just blue.
i love everyone,
even you too.
i try to tell,
but you never hear.
all i want,
is to have you near.
i just want to hold you,
so close to my soul.
with you by me,
my life would be whole.
you never listen,
my love cannot grow.
all i can do,
is just let you go.