JustMika
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"Now, I'm getting into the coffin, and you will get in on top of me if you know what's good for you."- Lestat (Interview With The Vampire)
"Evil is a point of view."- Lestat (Interview With The Vampire)
"I never knew what life was until it ran out in a red gush over my lips, my hands."- I THINK it was Louis, but I could be wrong (Interview With The Vampire)
"Scene is a rip-off of emo,
Which is a rip-off of goth,
Which is a rip-off of punk,
Which is a rip-off of rock,
Which is awesome."- Shelbs
"Germs are contagious. Contagion alert. But Edwart and Purell are stronger than dirt."- Nightlight (Parody of Twilight)
"Don't mock me my friend. It's a condition of mental divergence. I find myself on the planet Ogo, part of an intellectual elite, preparing to subjugate the barbarian hordes on Pluto. But even though this is a totally convincing reality for me in every way, nevertheless Ogo is actually a construct of my psyche. I am mentally divergent, in that I am escaping certain unnamed realities that plague my life here. When I stop going there, I will be well. Are you also divergent, friend?"- Mentally insane man (12 Monkeys)
"Sorry. Uh, sorry. I, I, I got a little agitated. The thought of, uh, escape had crossed my mind, and then suddenly - suddenly - suddenly I felt like bending the f***ing bars back, and ripping out the goddamn window frames and eating them - yes, *eating* them! Leaping, leaping, leaping! Colonics for everyone! All right! You dumbasses. I'm a mental patient. I'm *supposed* to act out! Wait'll you morons find out who I am! My father's gonna be really upset, and when my father gets upset, the ground SHAKES! My father is God! I worship my father!"- Jeffrey Goines (12 Monkeys)
"...and if you forget one thing, I will have you shaved, sterilized, and destroyed!"- Jeffrey Goines (12 Monkeys)
"Heart Breaking,
I think that if Dad, staring down the sight of a 10mm,
would only tell me he loves me,
I could easily change my mind...
...but he won't."- Impulse (Ellen Hopkins)
"Grandma once told me it's easy to over think love, to dissect it and question it until it is no more."- Impulse (Ellen Hopkins)
"It [death] chokes you, gags you, but you have to pretend that you're doing just fine, not trembling with this fear because the end is close."- Impulse (Ellen Hopkins)
"Have you ever had so much to say that your mouth closed up tight struggling to harness the nuclear force coalescing within your words? Have you ever had so many thoughts churning inside you that you didn’t dare let them escape in case they blew you wide open? Have you ever been so angry that you couldn’t look in the mirror for fear of finding the face of evil glaring back at you?"- Crank (Ellen Hopkins)
"Memory is a tenuous thing. . . .
flickering glimpses, blue
and white, like ancient,
decomposing 16mm film.
Happiness escapes
me there, where faces
are vague and yesterday
seems to come tied
up in ribbons of pain.
Happiness? I look for it instead
in today, where memory
is something I can still
touch, still rely on.
I find it in the smiles
of new friends, the hope
blossoming inside.
My happiest memories
have no place in the
past; they are those
I have yet to create."- Impulse (Ellen Hopkins)
"Smile. Nod. Say
something witty
before he finds
out what an incredible
geek you are."- Crank (Ellen Hopkins)
"You come home, and everyone talks at once and everyone asks questions, but no one waits for the answers.Instead they talk about themselves, what they've been up to, what they're going to do next, as if you're a photo on the wall.And then they talk to one another, forgetting you've just flown in, forgetting you're in the backseat, forgetting they've already said it all."- Crank (Ellen Hopkins)
"One foot in front of the other, counting tiles on the floor so I don't have to focus the blur of painted smiles, fake faces."- Impulse (Ellen Hopkins)
"Alone, there is only the person inside. I've grown to like her better than the stuck-up husk of me. Alone, there is no perfect daughter, no gifted high school junior, no Kristina Georgia Snow."- Crank (Ellen Hopkins)
"Why must every memory, once sweet, dead end in such ugliness?"- Impulse (Ellen Hopkins)
"Happiness, you see, is just an illusion of Fate,
a heavenly slight of hand designed to make you believe in fairy tales.
But there's no happily ever after.
You'll only find happy endings in books. Some books."- Burned (Ellen Hopkins)
"So you try to think
of someone else you're
mad at, and the unavoidable
answer pops into your
warped little brain:everyone."- Impulse (Ellen Hopkins)
"On my knees
Dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow
Try to consume myself in this
I'm not faithless
Just paranoid
Of giving up or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss, cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods
You learn too much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles
And lies about the times."- So I Thought (Flyleaf)
"You open your eyes
But you can't remember what for
The snow falls quietly
You just can't feel anymore
Somewhere out there
You lost yourself in your pain
You dream of the end
To start all over again."- Don't Jump (Tokio Hotel)
"When I get to the bottom
I go back to the top of the slide
Where I stop and I turn and I go for a ride
Till' I get to the bottom
And I see you again
Yeah, yeah, yeah"- Helter Skelter (The Beatles)
"Evil fell from your pretty mouth
Wrapped in your classic voice
Angelic in your syntax
Demonic in your motive
Your pretty eyes don't know that
The water flowing from the well isn't fresh
Demolish all that sets you up against your rising up
Confessing all that's broken
Watch the healing come
Spread out your open hands
Admit you've held them shut
Turn all the way around
Be swept away by this
Time for surrender"- Swept Away (Flyleaf)
"Ich muss durch den monsun
Hinter die welt
Ans ende der zeit
Bis kein regen mehr fällt
Gegen den sturm
Am abgrund entlang
Und wenn ich nicht mehr kann, denk'ich daran
Irgendwann laufen wir zusammen
Weil uns einfach nichts mehr halten kann
Durch den monsun"- Durch Den Monsun (Tokio Hotel)
"Newspaper taxis appear on the shore,
Waiting to take you away.
Climb in the back with your head in the clouds,
And you're gone."- Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds (The Beatles)
"I had a dream that we were dead,
but we pretended that we still lived.
With no regrets we never bled and we took everything life could give
And came up broken empty handed in the end
In the hearts of the blind,
something you'll never find is a vision of light
With the voice of the dead, I'm screaming
I don't know who I am anymore
Not once in life have I been real but I never felt this close before
I've been looking in your window I've been dressing in your clothes
I've been walking dead, watching you, long enough to know I can't go on."- This Close (Flyleaf)
"Wenn du lachst
Lachst du nicht
Wenn du weinst
Weinst du nicht
Wenn du fühlst
Fühlst du nichts
Weil du ohne Liebe bist"- Automatisch (Tokio Hotel)
"Ah look at all the lonely people
Ah look at all the lonely people
Eleanor Rigby died in the church and was buried along with her name
Nobody came
Father McKenzie wiping the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave
No one was saved
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?"- Eleanor Rigby (The Beatles)
"Evil is a point of view."- Lestat (Interview With The Vampire)
"I never knew what life was until it ran out in a red gush over my lips, my hands."- I THINK it was Louis, but I could be wrong (Interview With The Vampire)
"Scene is a rip-off of emo,
Which is a rip-off of goth,
Which is a rip-off of punk,
Which is a rip-off of rock,
Which is awesome."- Shelbs
"Germs are contagious. Contagion alert. But Edwart and Purell are stronger than dirt."- Nightlight (Parody of Twilight)
"Don't mock me my friend. It's a condition of mental divergence. I find myself on the planet Ogo, part of an intellectual elite, preparing to subjugate the barbarian hordes on Pluto. But even though this is a totally convincing reality for me in every way, nevertheless Ogo is actually a construct of my psyche. I am mentally divergent, in that I am escaping certain unnamed realities that plague my life here. When I stop going there, I will be well. Are you also divergent, friend?"- Mentally insane man (12 Monkeys)
"Sorry. Uh, sorry. I, I, I got a little agitated. The thought of, uh, escape had crossed my mind, and then suddenly - suddenly - suddenly I felt like bending the f***ing bars back, and ripping out the goddamn window frames and eating them - yes, *eating* them! Leaping, leaping, leaping! Colonics for everyone! All right! You dumbasses. I'm a mental patient. I'm *supposed* to act out! Wait'll you morons find out who I am! My father's gonna be really upset, and when my father gets upset, the ground SHAKES! My father is God! I worship my father!"- Jeffrey Goines (12 Monkeys)
"...and if you forget one thing, I will have you shaved, sterilized, and destroyed!"- Jeffrey Goines (12 Monkeys)
"Heart Breaking,
I think that if Dad, staring down the sight of a 10mm,
would only tell me he loves me,
I could easily change my mind...
...but he won't."- Impulse (Ellen Hopkins)
"Grandma once told me it's easy to over think love, to dissect it and question it until it is no more."- Impulse (Ellen Hopkins)
"It [death] chokes you, gags you, but you have to pretend that you're doing just fine, not trembling with this fear because the end is close."- Impulse (Ellen Hopkins)
"Have you ever had so much to say that your mouth closed up tight struggling to harness the nuclear force coalescing within your words? Have you ever had so many thoughts churning inside you that you didn’t dare let them escape in case they blew you wide open? Have you ever been so angry that you couldn’t look in the mirror for fear of finding the face of evil glaring back at you?"- Crank (Ellen Hopkins)
"Memory is a tenuous thing. . . .
flickering glimpses, blue
and white, like ancient,
decomposing 16mm film.
Happiness escapes
me there, where faces
are vague and yesterday
seems to come tied
up in ribbons of pain.
Happiness? I look for it instead
in today, where memory
is something I can still
touch, still rely on.
I find it in the smiles
of new friends, the hope
blossoming inside.
My happiest memories
have no place in the
past; they are those
I have yet to create."- Impulse (Ellen Hopkins)
"Smile. Nod. Say
something witty
before he finds
out what an incredible
geek you are."- Crank (Ellen Hopkins)
"You come home, and everyone talks at once and everyone asks questions, but no one waits for the answers.Instead they talk about themselves, what they've been up to, what they're going to do next, as if you're a photo on the wall.And then they talk to one another, forgetting you've just flown in, forgetting you're in the backseat, forgetting they've already said it all."- Crank (Ellen Hopkins)
"One foot in front of the other, counting tiles on the floor so I don't have to focus the blur of painted smiles, fake faces."- Impulse (Ellen Hopkins)
"Alone, there is only the person inside. I've grown to like her better than the stuck-up husk of me. Alone, there is no perfect daughter, no gifted high school junior, no Kristina Georgia Snow."- Crank (Ellen Hopkins)
"Why must every memory, once sweet, dead end in such ugliness?"- Impulse (Ellen Hopkins)
"Happiness, you see, is just an illusion of Fate,
a heavenly slight of hand designed to make you believe in fairy tales.
But there's no happily ever after.
You'll only find happy endings in books. Some books."- Burned (Ellen Hopkins)
"So you try to think
of someone else you're
mad at, and the unavoidable
answer pops into your
warped little brain:everyone."- Impulse (Ellen Hopkins)
"On my knees
Dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow
Try to consume myself in this
I'm not faithless
Just paranoid
Of giving up or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss, cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods
You learn too much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles
And lies about the times."- So I Thought (Flyleaf)
"You open your eyes
But you can't remember what for
The snow falls quietly
You just can't feel anymore
Somewhere out there
You lost yourself in your pain
You dream of the end
To start all over again."- Don't Jump (Tokio Hotel)
"When I get to the bottom
I go back to the top of the slide
Where I stop and I turn and I go for a ride
Till' I get to the bottom
And I see you again
Yeah, yeah, yeah"- Helter Skelter (The Beatles)
"Evil fell from your pretty mouth
Wrapped in your classic voice
Angelic in your syntax
Demonic in your motive
Your pretty eyes don't know that
The water flowing from the well isn't fresh
Demolish all that sets you up against your rising up
Confessing all that's broken
Watch the healing come
Spread out your open hands
Admit you've held them shut
Turn all the way around
Be swept away by this
Time for surrender"- Swept Away (Flyleaf)
"Ich muss durch den monsun
Hinter die welt
Ans ende der zeit
Bis kein regen mehr fällt
Gegen den sturm
Am abgrund entlang
Und wenn ich nicht mehr kann, denk'ich daran
Irgendwann laufen wir zusammen
Weil uns einfach nichts mehr halten kann
Durch den monsun"- Durch Den Monsun (Tokio Hotel)
"Newspaper taxis appear on the shore,
Waiting to take you away.
Climb in the back with your head in the clouds,
And you're gone."- Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds (The Beatles)
"I had a dream that we were dead,
but we pretended that we still lived.
With no regrets we never bled and we took everything life could give
And came up broken empty handed in the end
In the hearts of the blind,
something you'll never find is a vision of light
With the voice of the dead, I'm screaming
I don't know who I am anymore
Not once in life have I been real but I never felt this close before
I've been looking in your window I've been dressing in your clothes
I've been walking dead, watching you, long enough to know I can't go on."- This Close (Flyleaf)
"Wenn du lachst
Lachst du nicht
Wenn du weinst
Weinst du nicht
Wenn du fühlst
Fühlst du nichts
Weil du ohne Liebe bist"- Automatisch (Tokio Hotel)
"Ah look at all the lonely people
Ah look at all the lonely people
Eleanor Rigby died in the church and was buried along with her name
Nobody came
Father McKenzie wiping the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave
No one was saved
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?"- Eleanor Rigby (The Beatles)
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〶Shelbs〶
No, honey bee, far from it. I was eatin' pancakkes at 10 AM, and now I'm at my cousins' house. Call you later. :P
♥♫Rock&Ro...
Oh, the flute.
I was also supposed to play saxophone with a jazz band, but we never signed up -.-
♥♫Rock&Ro...
Thanks, hun! ^.^
Erm... what do you mean?
〶Shelbs〶
Hey, chica.
I just wanted to check on you. How are you doing? Did you go to school today? I really miss you. Call me as soon as you get this, okay? If I don't pick up on the house phone, try my cell phone.
I love you.
-Shelbs
〶Shelbs〶
Mwahaha. Changed it!
Call me whenever tomorrow. If I don't pick up, and I don't call back right away, I'll probably be out. My mom wants to take me to Kohl's. But I'm kind of... Scared to. I need to talk to you.
I love you.
-Shelbs
〶Shelbs〶
Oh, I thought you were talking about me changing my profile pic. Now it makes sense. ;D
I'm doing it. Right now.
〶Shelbs〶
If you do you will be so furious?
〶Shelbs〶
Aw, I'm sorry, honey bee. If you have strep again, I SWEAR TO GOD.
Mwahaha.
〶Shelbs〶
HA! That's right. I'm awesome.
Oh... *nervous laugh* I was actually going to change it to this-
〶Shelbs〶
Hm... Germany? England? France?
Oh, and I'm debating whether or not to change my profile pic...
〶Shelbs〶
I bet you're ENJOYING that popsicle...
Hm... Which country?
〶Shelbs〶
Hmph. Whatcha doin'?
〶Shelbs〶
MIIIIIIIIIIKA...
♥♫Rock&Ro...
Yeah.. same here.
Oh wait! I DO have something semi-not-boring... I won silver in a provincial music competition today :P
♥♫Rock&Ro...
Not much... :P
〶Shelbs〶
Haha, I'll call you. :P
〶Shelbs〶
HEY! Call me!
♥♫Rock&Ro...
Uh huh :P
So, Mika. What's new? :)
♥♫Rock&Ro...
Haha xD
♥♫Rock&Ro...
It's the same with my friend, except she comes up behind people and covers their eyes instead. :P
Me too :) They're so easy to bug, but no matter how much you do it, you know they'll love you anyways ;D