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Hey. I'm YourCompanionCube, you can call me that, Thomas, Scorch, or my SCA-Persona: Hraefnsvartr. Been here a little while and I'll be here longer. What can I say about myself? I'm a sociopathic voice-hearing anarchist monster devoid of reality. People judge me by my "bad qualities" if that term even makes sense. I never get judged by the good things I've done and I like it to stay that way. To them, my appearance and interests, not my actions and personality define me.

I've struggled with addictions to Opium and self-mutilation. I've let go of such addictions not with the help of Mental Assistance Services which did nothing but medicate me to the extent where I wished to commit suicide, but with the help of friends and the realization that I was hurting more than myself. I'm an agnostic spiritualist. I am not entirely sure what I believe. I do know that I had an idea of God and an idea of Christ and I've been persecuted for those views. I know that I am well respected among certain members of religious and social organizations for my service and stewardship to others, while being disregarded for my views and interests.

I spent the majority of my life trying to impress the wrong people who did not deserve my respect or striving, and then I realized the people I *needed* to impress who were worth respecting...I had already impressed with my actions and was only damaging the impression with the work of trying to impress the latter bunch.

I've had nine girlfriends and two boyfriends. I have committed that which is considered by some to be abominations, and while I regret those things and my sexual relationships I have had with people at such a premature age, I do not look such relationships as so "abominable" for the act. In other words, it's people's preference. Teenage kids should not be having sex though.

I spose the reason I no longer feel sexually attracted or have any certain fetishes like I did is because the very idea of sexual relationships has been destroyed in my mind by the premature relationships that I and my peers have had.

I do not discriminate based on anything. I don't hate anyone, even people who have wronged me so far that I may not be able to forget what they have done. If you're nice and love me, I will love you back no matter who you are, plain and simple. I will watch your back and keep you safe from harm and hold onto you until you tell me to let go, which I would if you requested it.

I'm deeply disturbed and desensitized. Things don't affect me anymore. I've watched friends commit suicide, helpless to stop them or do anything. I've been forced to defend myself before and while having not ever killed anyone, have broken people beyond repair. I've read, watched, imagined, and engaged in things that most people could not imagine and would not take well at the mere conception.

Put simply I'm the kind of person who you could have a terrible first impression of and if you desire, you could get to know me better before actually making your final judgment, which I will not disregard.

It's not what I did,

It's what I'm doing now.

I'd like to meet

Vladimir Putin,

Ben Carson,

Dick Marcinko,

Tom Clancy (Now Impossible)

Stephen King,

Neil Peart,

and Travis Barker.


Reading, Writing, Music, Working out, gaming, role-playing,


I'm a SCAdian. I like to dress up like a f*ggot every year and go to a medieval reenactment. I'm a Lovecraftian and a Pastafarian. I'm a drummer, Pianist, Percussionist of multiple instruments, Custom Percussionist, and I like to play by ear. It's an amazing skill. But you want to back it up being able to read and play music which is very important.

I enjoy gothic art, macabre works, stories relating to insanity, mental illness, and the minds of serial killers.

I like military history and tech, I have an attraction and hobby of collecting knives and blades. Also War Relics.

I like Science Fiction type stuff and religious studies. I like to study all kinds of religion.

Favorite Music

I like all music. You can name a few bands, artists, or composers I *don't* like.

But my favorite bands, to give you an idea of what I *mainly* like,

Breaking Benjamin
The Clash,
Third Eye Blind,
Depeche Mode,
Alice in Chains
Iced Earth,
Amon Amarth,
The Pogues,
Yeah Yeah Yeahs,
Johnny Cash,
Garth Brooks,
Frank Sinatra,
Dean Martin,
Golden Earring,
Sheryl Crow,
Iron Maiden,
Celtic Frost,
Public Enemy,
Suicidal Tendencies,
Elton John,
David Bowie,

and like I said, So many more you could probably mention.

I like primarily metal and alternative, I like punk, classic rock, pop/rock, classic pop, 80s-90s rap, a little bit of Nu-Metal, Prog, Thrash, hard rock, Folk, Country, Psychedelic, Blues, Funk, Jazz, Broadway, Classical, Tribal, a little bit of electronic sh*t, a very, very, very small amount of dubstep, and a lot of Celtic.

Favorite TV Shows

Band of Brothers,
Twilight Zone,
Beyond Belief: Fact or Fiction,
Ghost Hunters,
Red Vs. Blue,
Ruroni Kenshin,
Sailor Moon,
Batman: The Animated Series.

Favorite Movies

my all time favorite movies are:

Reservoir Dogs,
A Tale of Two Sisters
Mulholland Drive,
Rear Window,
and L.A. Confidential.

Favorite Books

My favorite books are:

Beowulf - Author Unknown
Haunted - Chuck Palahniuk
The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
American Psycho - Bret Easton Ellis
Koko - Peter Straub,
The Complete Works of - Howard Philips Lovecraft
The Girl Next Door - Jack Ketchum
I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream - Harlan Ellison
Rogue Warrior - Dick Marcinko
Night - Elie Wiesel
Final Truth - Donald H. Gaskins
Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
1984 - George Orwell
The Giver - Lois Lowry
The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings Series - J. R. R. Tolkien
The Hunger Games - Suzanne Collins
The Long Hard Road out of Hell - Marilyn Manson,
A Fine And Pleasant Misery - Patrick McManus
Fahrenheit 451 - Ray Bradbury,
The Mayor of Casterbridge - Thomas Hardy,
The Satanic Verses - Salman Rushdie

Favorite Quotes

I really can't think of many quotes off the top of my head, but I'm sure if I thought hard enough, I could think of some inspiring, funny quotes.

Favorite Heroes

See Above "People I'd Like to meet"

Plus: George S. Patton


H.P. Lovecraft

Ronald Reagan

The Marquis de Sade,

Thomas Jefferson,

Abraham Lincoln,

Martin Luther

Martin Luther King Jr.

Dwight D. Eisenhower,

Erwin Rommel,

Bernard Montgomery,

Charlton Heston,

Susan B. Anthony,

and anyone who fights for Freedom to believe what they want, not for their beliefs.


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