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Hey. I'm YourCompanionCube, you can call me that, Thomas, Scorch, or my SCA-Persona: Hraefnsvartr. Been here a little while and I'll be here longer. What can I say about myself? I'm a sociopathic voice-hearing anarchist monster devoid of reality. People judge me by my "bad qualities" if that term even makes sense. I never get judged by the good things I've done and I like it to stay that way. To them, my appearance and interests, not my actions and personality define me.

I've struggled with addictions to Opium and self-mutilation. I've let go of such addictions not with the help of Mental Assistance Services which did nothing but medicate me to the extent where I wished to commit suicide, but with the help of friends and the realization that I was hurting more than myself. I'm an agnostic spiritualist. I am not entirely sure what I believe. I do know that I had an idea of God and an idea of Christ and I've been persecuted for those views. I know that I am well respected among certain members of religious and social organizations for my service and stewardship to others, while being disregarded for my views and interests.

I spent the majority of my life trying to impress the wrong people who did not deserve my respect or striving, and then I realized the people I *needed* to impress who were worth respecting...I had already impressed with my actions and was only damaging the impression with the work of trying to impress the latter bunch.

I've had nine girlfriends and two boyfriends. I have committed that which is considered by some to be abominations, and while I regret those things and my sexual relationships I have had with people at such a premature age, I do not look such relationships as so "abominable" for the act. In other words, it's people's preference. Teenage kids should not be having sex though.

I spose the reason I no longer feel sexually attracted or have any certain fetishes like I did is because the very idea of sexual relationships has been destroyed in my mind by the premature relationships that I and my peers have had.

I do not discriminate based on anything. I don't hate anyone, even people who have wronged me so far that I may not be able to forget what they have done. If you're nice and love me, I will love you back no matter who you are, plain and simple. I will watch your back and keep you safe from harm and hold onto you until you tell me to let go, which I would if you requested it.

I'm deeply disturbed and desensitized. Things don't affect me anymore. I've watched friends commit suicide, helpless to stop them or do anything. I've been forced to defend myself before and while having not ever killed anyone, have broken people beyond repair. I've read, watched, imagined, and engaged in things that most people could not imagine and would not take well at the mere conception.

Put simply I'm the kind of person who you could have a terrible first impression of and if you desire, you could get to know me better before actually making your final judgment, which I will not disregard.

It's not what I did,

It's what I'm doing now.

I'd like to meet

Vladimir Putin,

Ben Carson,

Dick Marcinko,

Tom Clancy (Now Impossible)

Stephen King,

Neil Peart,

and Travis Barker.

Activities

Reading, Writing, Music, Working out, gaming, role-playing,

Interests

I'm a SCAdian. I like to dress up like a f*ggot every year and go to a medieval reenactment. I'm a Lovecraftian and a Pastafarian. I'm a drummer, Pianist, Percussionist of multiple instruments, Custom Percussionist, and I like to play by ear. It's an amazing skill. But you want to back it up being able to read and play music which is very important.

I enjoy gothic art, macabre works, stories relating to insanity, mental illness, and the minds of serial killers.

I like military history and tech, I have an attraction and hobby of collecting knives and blades. Also War Relics.

I like Science Fiction type stuff and religious studies. I like to study all kinds of religion.

Favorite Music

I like all music. You can name a few bands, artists, or composers I *don't* like.

But my favorite bands, to give you an idea of what I *mainly* like,

Enslaved,
Solstafir,
Agalloch,
Pantera,
Breaking Benjamin
Tool,
HIM,
Blink-182,
The Clash,
Tribe,
Third Eye Blind,
Nightwish,
Immortal,
Burzum,
Depeche Mode,
Blink-182,
Alice in Chains
Creed,
Eluveitie,
Korplikaani,
Iced Earth,
Amon Amarth,
P.O.D
Paramore,
The Pogues,
Rammstein,
Slayer
Slipknot,
Yeah Yeah Yeahs,
Disturbed,
Johnny Cash,
Garth Brooks,
Frank Sinatra,
Dean Martin,
Golden Earring,
Staind,
Sheryl Crow,
Mozart,
AC/DC,
Iron Maiden,
Satyricon,
Celtic Frost,
Anthrax,
Public Enemy,
Suicidal Tendencies,
Elton John,
Queen,
David Bowie,
Godsmack

and like I said, So many more you could probably mention.

I like primarily metal and alternative, I like punk, classic rock, pop/rock, classic pop, 80s-90s rap, a little bit of Nu-Metal, Prog, Thrash, hard rock, Folk, Country, Psychedelic, Blues, Funk, Jazz, Broadway, Classical, Tribal, a little bit of electronic sh*t, a very, very, very small amount of dubstep, and a lot of Celtic.

Favorite TV Shows

Grimm,
Firefly,
Psych,
Band of Brothers,
Archer,
Twilight Zone,
Beyond Belief: Fact or Fiction,
Ghost Hunters,
Red Vs. Blue,
Ruroni Kenshin,
Sailor Moon,
Batman: The Animated Series.

Favorite Movies

my all time favorite movies are:

Highlander,
Reservoir Dogs,
Scanners,
Red,
Eraserhead
A Tale of Two Sisters
Mulholland Drive,
Suspiria,
Rear Window,
and L.A. Confidential.

Favorite Books

My favorite books are:

Beowulf - Author Unknown
Haunted - Chuck Palahniuk
The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
American Psycho - Bret Easton Ellis
Koko - Peter Straub,
The Complete Works of - Howard Philips Lovecraft
The Girl Next Door - Jack Ketchum
I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream - Harlan Ellison
Rogue Warrior - Dick Marcinko
Night - Elie Wiesel
Final Truth - Donald H. Gaskins
Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
1984 - George Orwell
The Giver - Lois Lowry
The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings Series - J. R. R. Tolkien
The Hunger Games - Suzanne Collins
The Long Hard Road out of Hell - Marilyn Manson,
A Fine And Pleasant Misery - Patrick McManus
Fahrenheit 451 - Ray Bradbury,
The Mayor of Casterbridge - Thomas Hardy,
The Satanic Verses - Salman Rushdie

Favorite Quotes

I really can't think of many quotes off the top of my head, but I'm sure if I thought hard enough, I could think of some inspiring, funny quotes.

Favorite Heroes

See Above "People I'd Like to meet"

Plus: George S. Patton

Batman

H.P. Lovecraft

Ronald Reagan

The Marquis de Sade,

Thomas Jefferson,

Abraham Lincoln,

Martin Luther

Martin Luther King Jr.

Dwight D. Eisenhower,

Erwin Rommel,

Bernard Montgomery,

Charlton Heston,

Susan B. Anthony,

and anyone who fights for Freedom to believe what they want, not for their beliefs.

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  • Kennedy 2014/07/10 08:20:14
    Kennedy
    Thanks mate, yeah I am pretty awesome, hahahaha. Sorry I havnt been told Im awesome much it was funny.
    You are pretty awesome yourself mate too, I was fascinated with your bio page life story and your quality of character for such a young guy you've lived an almost full life already, I admire such people as you who have so much integrity and yet have had lifes struggles like the rest of us. I like how open you are about yourself, you must be a natural writer as you are different than most people.
    Hey it was really sad reading in your bio that you felt abused or depressed in the past to the point of becoming suicidal. It proves to me how fucked up the world is that anyone could bring you down to that extent. Well i say, fuck em all mate they were probably jealous anyway. what i see is that your probably worth 10 times any of those guys. Anyway I hope that notion is long gone from your head. You have way too much to give the world to cop out of life too early.
    Isnt life is ironic that I could look at you and admire you as a person but at the same time you could find yourself so repulsive that you want to terminate your life. i always find that ironic.
    And please, please now that I am a friend of yours please never go back to those dark thoughts, I struggle to know what to say if m...
    Thanks mate, yeah I am pretty awesome, hahahaha. Sorry I havnt been told Im awesome much it was funny.
    You are pretty awesome yourself mate too, I was fascinated with your bio page life story and your quality of character for such a young guy you've lived an almost full life already, I admire such people as you who have so much integrity and yet have had lifes struggles like the rest of us. I like how open you are about yourself, you must be a natural writer as you are different than most people.
    Hey it was really sad reading in your bio that you felt abused or depressed in the past to the point of becoming suicidal. It proves to me how fucked up the world is that anyone could bring you down to that extent. Well i say, fuck em all mate they were probably jealous anyway. what i see is that your probably worth 10 times any of those guys. Anyway I hope that notion is long gone from your head. You have way too much to give the world to cop out of life too early.
    Isnt life is ironic that I could look at you and admire you as a person but at the same time you could find yourself so repulsive that you want to terminate your life. i always find that ironic.
    And please, please now that I am a friend of yours please never go back to those dark thoughts, I struggle to know what to say if my friends are suicidal and it makes me extremely anxious all the time that any day I might have devastating news. So believe me YCC when I say that a talented man like you YCC has a lot to look forward to in your future so get ready to live to....(Ill ask God)..... 127 years of age, cool :)
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  • rita abdel 2014/04/22 01:54:14
    rita abdel
    moderated...
  • Lolo 2014/01/29 04:46:35 (edited)
    Lolo
    OH'YES!!... some of that   this   go on   yeah  little bit  REMERBER' IT'S IMPORTANT....
  • Lolo 2014/01/26 05:44:37
    Lolo
    Reaper// why so cryptic ??
  • May Fall Winter 2014/01/24 17:46:31
    May Fall Winter
    No. I do not. I wish I could if I ever found the time. I like medieval stuff in general.
  • Lolo 2014/01/21 05:54:56
    Lolo
    You stated that you are 17yrs of age. Well seems you have wasted no time...Your question,'' What can I do for you ''!!! Thrill me with some knowledge of insanity and mental illness... CAUTION ADVISED
  • Serenity Guru of lurve *wink* 2014/01/19 19:52:49
  • Serenity Guru of lurve *wink* 2014/01/19 19:38:01
    Serenity  Guru of lurve *wink*
    love the sound of that , the costumes must be fantastic
    so how many re-enactments have you been to
    think that's cool you get to camp out as well
  • Serenity Guru of lurve *wink* 2014/01/19 17:56:42
    Serenity  Guru of lurve *wink*
    Oh "wow" that is long distance but then one of my closest friends is Aussie

    Medieval re-enactment .....that sounds wicked fun ........were you watching or participating
  • Serenity Guru of lurve *wink* 2014/01/19 17:33:19
    Serenity  Guru of lurve *wink*
    So you live in different States ???
    I'm glad you've met someone who makes you feel special
    for all the right reasons CC
    That's nice
  • ♥♥SammiBoo♥♥ 2014/01/18 18:44:23
    ♥♥SammiBoo♥♥
    thanks ^^ glad you like it
  • shellyBlink182ToMark17 2014/01/18 01:10:29
    shellyBlink182ToMark17
    Hey I miss you to blink 182 tumbrl
  • May Fall Winter 2014/01/17 17:04:55
    May Fall Winter
    That's really cool. I love medieval reenactment. :)
  • Danielle 2014/01/17 12:17:04
    Danielle
    gothic blingee

    Thanks for the friend's request. Sorry, I'm late with commenting.
  • Hirnungah Mancandy 2014/01/17 05:07:49
    Hirnungah Mancandy
    Just doin' my job .
    underdog
  • Serenity Guru of lurve *wink* 2014/01/17 04:19:51
    Serenity  Guru of lurve *wink*
    one day at a time one day at a time
    *Always*


    You have met someone special , is this in RL or online
  • HorrifiedNoise 2014/01/17 03:58:49
    HorrifiedNoise
    1 or the other man you cant worship the lord of darkness,and the flying spegetti monster lol
  • HorrifiedNoise 2014/01/17 03:55:31
    HorrifiedNoise
    It's better than the spegetti monster..lol
  • Serenity Guru of lurve *wink* 2014/01/17 03:53:11
    Serenity  Guru of lurve *wink*
    ahhhh Thank you , so nice of you to say
    Often wonder how you are getting on CC
    woman in moonlight
  • HorrifiedNoise 2014/01/17 03:48:45
    HorrifiedNoise
    is that cuthulu?
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