Cinna

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• Snoqualmie, WA, US

WARNING: I ruined lives by being born.

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I hate the hypocrisy and judgement of society and the fact that almost every humanoid i meet turns out to be an asshole. In case I change my status later or you don't read it: the world disgusts me. THAT is why I don't watch the news. At least, I try not to. Anywho, I am Erin, a deadbeat loser bitch with horrible taste in music that will never amount to anything because I have no skill whatsoever. That's a direct quote from the human who used to be my brother.

I can be a bit of an attention whore but that's because of this: when I go to sleep at night i think of all my friends who care about me and would do anything to help me out of a bind in life. None of it matters because in the end, the most important people on this planet called Earth don't care. Those people are my family. They seriously do not care. If you've actually read this far you'll remember what my "brother" said to me. My "mother" didn't even bat an eyelash when I told her. Nor did my "father".

"Mother is the word for God on the lips and hearts of all children." - The Crow

Yeah, well, my "god" doesn't seem to be too interested anymore.

So in closing, please don't add me as a friend. I'm too shy to talk to anyone and (if its something i'm passionate about) am willing to argue with anyone. Trust me, I'm not a good friend.

Oh wait, one more thing. This is for anyone who thinks I'm a 'scum lover' and just does not want to leave me alone because of my opinions:

I hope ya flip some guy the bird,
He cuts you off and you're forced to swerve,
In front of the Beatles' tour bus,
A Bookmobile and a Mack truck,
Hauling hazardous biological waste,
The light turns red you have no brakes,
And "Hard Copy" gets it all on tape,
So you can see the look on your face.

Die Die Die Die Die Die Die!
Die Die Die Die Die Die Die!

I hope your Pinto begins to spin,
Takes out a disabled Vietnam Veteran,
Mows down a Nobel Peace Prize Winner,
And maybe some orphans having Christmas dinner,
Perhaps even the British Royal Family,
And the Rabbi that's clutching the bottle-fed puppy,
And we can't forget the newlyweds,
And those Jerry's Kids are as good as dead.

I hope this helps to emphasize,
I hope this helps to clarify,
I hope you die.

I hope your cellmate thinks he's God,
But C.N.N. refer to him as "Bowling Ball Bag Bob",
Serving time again for abuse of a corpse,
Only this time the victim's a Clydesdale horse,
While he masturbates to photos of livestock,
He does the "Silence of the Lambs" dance to Christian Rock,
Eats feces and quotes from "Deliverance",
And fights with his imaginary playmate Vince.

Die Die Die Die Die Die Die!
Die Die Die Die Die Die Die!

I hope he grins like Jack Nicholson,
And forces you to play a game called Balls On Chin,
And whatever happens next is all a blur,
But you remember "fist" can be a verb,
And when you finally regain consciousness,
You're bound and gagged in a wedding dress,
And the prison guard looks the other way,
'Cause he's the guy ya flipped the bird the other day.

I hope this helps to emphasize,
I hope this helps to clarify,
I hope you die,
I hope you die.

Also for the idiots who send me a friend request because they like an answer I give on a question:
READ ALL THIS BULLSHIT FIRST!!! It might help change your mind.

Oh and please refrain from sending me a friend request if you think I'm going to respect any of the following:
1. Your religion
2. Your obsession with Glee
3. Your obsession with Demi Lovato
4. Your political views.

Cause in all seriousness, i don't give a flying fuck and i will gladly punch you in the face through your computer monitor and/or touch screen phone if you think i'm going to agree with you on ANY of the above bullshit. Have a nice day.

people who accept me for who i am (i.e. grungy little misfit in Ramones t-shirt who owns a case of Aqua Net hairspray) plus then theres everyone on my list of people i want to work with in the future... theres about 20 so heres the top 5:

1. Bam Margera
2. Ville Valo
3. Johnny Depp
4. Jack Rodney (though I've already met him)
5. Nikki Sixx

I tend to wander around town with a pen and a notebook and search for inspiration. Or I sit at my computer past three AM typing out scenes for my newest screenplay or chapters in my book. I'm basically saying I rarely do anything of importance and that I'm a deadbeat loser.

writing, reading (sometimes), sleeping (a lot), listening to music and i think thats it. god i am a loser...

anything i can relate to whether thats Joni Mitchell, HIM, CKY, My Chemical Romance, Violent Femmes, Neil Young or Marilyn Manson.

I don't really watch TV anymore unless there's a Viva La Bam marathon on MTV2 at like 3 AM...

Empire Records, High Fidelity, Almost Famous, Singles, Wayne's World 1&2, Clueless, Nightmare Before Christmas, Dazed and Confused, Lord of the Rings trilogy, Mallrats, The Wedding Singer, Pretty in Pink; this list could go on and on.

The Dirt, Long hard road out of Hell, SLASH, Build this bong, Elsewhere, Gone With the Wind, Catcher In the Rye, To Kill A Mockingbird, A Seperate Peace, The Outsiders, The Heroin Diaries, Tommyland, Interview with A Vampire (never finished it but i respect it) and a lot more i cannot think of right now, sorry.

"I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it." -Edgar Allan Poe
"Where's your will to be weird?" -Jim Morrison
"Humor is reason gone mad." -Groucho Marx
"Sometimes your friends are your lovers, or have been at one time." -Axl Rose
"All the truth in the world adds up to one big lie." -Bob Dylan
"Music is the strongest form of magic." -Brian Warner (aka Marilyn Manson)
"Music is my religion." -Jimi Hendrix
"I'd like to congratulate myself, and thank myself, and give myself a big pat on the back." -Dee Dee Ramone
"If you catch me saying 'I am a serious actor', I beg you to slap me." -Johnny Depp
"Look, I don't want to wax philosophic, but I will say that if you're alive you've got to flap your arms and legs, you've got to jump around a lot, for life is the very opposite of death, and therefore you must at very least think noisy and colorfully, or you're not alive." -Mel Brooks
"This is the culture you're raising your kids in. Don't be surprised if it blows up in your face." -Marilyn Manson
"Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free." -Jim Morrison
"If I was in a band they would not be doing this to me." -Ethan Embry as Mark in Empire Records
"Even friends can cause pain." -Furem
"In the arms of rain you are wet and drowining in your own tears." -Furem
"Though people smile and laugh with you they all hold a knife and are simply waiting for you to turn around." -Furem
"There's 2 things that kick ass: wind and unicorns." -Bam Margera
"I would make a great monkey. GOD I WISH I HAD A TAIL!!!" -Alex Hughes, one of my only true friends
"Take pride in little victories." -Amy Kuney
"I metaphorically lost a fight with Goro from Mortal Kombat: my principal is Goro and I am the shredded remains of Johnny Cage. Though in the movie it was Johnny who won. Damn Hollywood for giving out false information and faking happy endings. Damn them to hell." -Me
"In life people trip, most of them fall. Some have the courage to get back up but others find it impossible to see the sky from where they've landed; even if they're just on the ground." -Me
"Oh how wrong we were to think that immortality never meant dying." -Our Lady Of Sorrows by My Chemical Romance
"Serbia got eaten." -Jessica Venters
"Life is a joke, Death is the punchline." -Me
"Imagination is more important than knowledge." -Albert Einstein
"Oh Cinna the poet. I thought it said 'cinnamon toast'. -Jessica Venters
"Oh fuck we had homework." -Joe Blanks
"Hey, girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with sticklike models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You're good enough, you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 4 or 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person, as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true. Hey, girls, you are beautiful." -Gerard Way
"Hey, I would rather have you call me at one-thirty in the morning for the next three days and tell me you felt like that than have you actually harm yourself." -Joe Blanks
"Don't die or mom'll yell at me." -Me
"I worry about everything I care about. I don't think I could stop caring about you." -Joe Blanks

Fave quotes from Mallrats:
Brodie: There is something out there that can help us ease our simultanious double loss.
T.S. Quint: What? Ritual suicide?
Brodie: No, you idiot, the fucking mall!
T.S. Quint: I'd prefer ritual suicide.

T.S. Quint: You're such an anal retentive bastard.
Brodie: Hey, I tried to teach you how to handle comics in the sixth grade, but oh no. You wanted to play little league instead.

Brodie: Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned for Sega.

Gwen: How is it that you recall the most trivial events?
Brodie: I'll never forget it. How many times do you get to see Smokey fuck the Bandit?
Gwen: Didn't I look just like Burt Reynolds?
Brodie, T.S. Quint: Except for the moustache.

Brodie: Why don't they ever bring back or remake good shows, like 'BJ and the Bear.' Now there's a concept I can't get enough of, a man and his monkey.

Favorite MCR quotes:
Interviewer: Cat or dog?
Gerard, Mikey, Ray, Frank: Dog.
Bob: CAT..shit.

"Asshole. I was such an asshole! Uhhh delinquent. I was told I was too intelligent for my own good but I don't know about that. I didn't like authority and this was at ten!"-Frank Iero

"Look at me, with my pretty bracelet and tiara... I'm a fuckin' princess!" -Gerard Way

Fave CKY quotes:

Joseph Franz: [about Deron Miller choking Jenn Rivell in the Escape from Hellview video] Ok so he runs up and just grabs her by the neck, and all of his passion and love for horror movies and hours and hours and weeks and months he spent watching horror movies, it all came out... around Jenn's neck!
Deron Miller: If it had gone on just a little longer, I don't think jenn would be with us anymore and I'd probably be in jail.

Bam Margera: Note to self: don't have any random cowboys to hang Chad on nooses anymore.

Deron Miller: [on the set of the "shock and terror" shoot] Ok, so she could be masocistic up here, and enjoying the peach, and...
Misty Mundae: [cuts him off] I could be...
Deron Miller: [mocking her pointless butt-in] Yeah, you could be.

Ville Valo of HIM, Bam Margera, every member of My Chemical Romance, my best friend Joe Blanks, my 9th & 10th grade english teacher Jack Rodney, Bryce Meserve (creative writing teacher at Mount Si High School), Mr. Goldhammer (english teacher at Mt. Si) cuz he's awesome like that and a lot more people that i do not feel like listing.