Am I Crazy?
Kayla's Prince ☭
2012/04/08 23:13:10
I'm starting to think I have a psychological problem of some sort & this is a problem and I want help for it because it's bringing my life down and I'm always depressed or have suicidal thoughts, anyways basically I have what I wanna call an "attachment" problem where I basically become attached or in love with a woman quicker then most guys, all it takes is for the girl to shows some kind of love, kindness, or care towards me and I'm hooked. This process takes about a week tops, and when I fall in love with her she is my world and I treat her like a Queen and do anything that makes her happy and my world is complete, then a month kicks in and the girl usually dumps me for someone, usually a douchebag but then I have this homicidal thoughts a urges, I can't bare the thought of some inconsiderate arrogant fuck, kissing my Queen and being all over her and worse then that... Having sex with her... My world crashes and I'm not nice anymore, no love or consideration for human life, only hate and revenge... I haven't had to good of a life, and no one has ever showed me any real love like her and that fuck face took the only good thing out of my life.. We were going to lose our virginity together but her took that from her... Now he ruined her personality, and she won't even talk to me anymore.. So I am thinking... I wanna Kill him, torture him first then kill him and burn his body... She has been stolen from me and is no longer pure, so Sadly I must kill her too then cremate her and keep her close to me always, and find a place somewhere and lay her ashes on the ground then kill myself and for all eternity be with her... I can't stop the thoughts, I can't get her out of my head I can't move on... I've tried therapy and everything, I simply can't go on in less this happens... I don't know what to do.... I love her... I told her my plans and she is aware of the future, so I gave her a chance, but what I really want is for her to kill me, I will fake a fall and drop my gun letting her pick it up so she can shoot me.. Shouldn't be hard since she is going to be a cop soon, but it sure would be an honor to die by her hands...
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JanHopkins 2012/04/09 05:25:37Yes!





















You'll be fine.
On the other hand...if its all fiction....you may have a future writing sick novels.....
In another post you say that you spoke with mental health people and they turned you away because you asked for help.... They were fools. Go to an Emergency Room, tell them you are feeling homocidal and suicidal... take a print out of what you wrote at the beginning of this thread...tell them you are serious. They will listen.
Other than that my young friend, I suggest that you back up a step, take a deep breath, and let it out, repeat the process four times. Sit quietly in a comfortable chair, and think about things in your life THAT ARE GOOD and PLEASING to you. Visualize that your life is better than you think. Visualize that you will soon meet a young lady that will make you forget every other girl on the planet.... Concentrate on the good and happy things.
You are not the only person with the problems that you possess... there are many of us that are war veterans like myself who suffer from PTSD, depression, suicidal tendencies, and are even homocidal now and then...but we deal with it through counseling and with the medication we are prescribed....by the way, none of it makes you high or a dull person...
But for your own sake...if what you have said is as serious as you say...get help!
Obsession is not balanced.
Norse worship is still 'neo'-Pagan...
'Pagan' is generally used to describe those who are not Christian... we can't retroactively claim terms.
You seem like someone for whom sex does not come easy, correct me if I'm wrong. I'm speculating that because men who experience what you claim to be experiencing getting attached to a girl that easy, that's usually because sex doesn't come easy to them, men who have very successful sex lives, who have a different girl for every day of the week, don't typically experience what you claim to be experiencing.
The problem is due to the fact that women in state systems like America are taught to use their bodies are exploitative property, and men are taught by our loving parents, academic institutions, and the media ways of going about getting sex that do not work because they do not get women aroused, just as men are biologically wired to seek the woman with the best physical traits, that's why men are quick to fall for attractive women, women are biologically wired to be aroused by a man with certain personality traits, strong masculine personality traits, dominant traits, meek men don't get sex, that's just a fact of nature.
I suggest studying men's self help authors like David Deangelo, Tyler Durbin, F.J. Shark, Nick Rogue, those are guys who have studied sexual attraction, and have wr...
You seem like someone for whom sex does not come easy, correct me if I'm wrong. I'm speculating that because men who experience what you claim to be experiencing getting attached to a girl that easy, that's usually because sex doesn't come easy to them, men who have very successful sex lives, who have a different girl for every day of the week, don't typically experience what you claim to be experiencing.
The problem is due to the fact that women in state systems like America are taught to use their bodies are exploitative property, and men are taught by our loving parents, academic institutions, and the media ways of going about getting sex that do not work because they do not get women aroused, just as men are biologically wired to seek the woman with the best physical traits, that's why men are quick to fall for attractive women, women are biologically wired to be aroused by a man with certain personality traits, strong masculine personality traits, dominant traits, meek men don't get sex, that's just a fact of nature.
I suggest studying men's self help authors like David Deangelo, Tyler Durbin, F.J. Shark, Nick Rogue, those are guys who have studied sexual attraction, and have written extensively about it.
One of Deangelo's books is entitled The 8 Personality Types that Naturally Attract Women.
All of those names I mentioned except for F.J. Shark have free newsletters you can subscribe to if you can't afford to buy their materials, read those newsletters, you'll benefit from it.
Ultimately, you need to deprogram yourself, the information we've been taught on sexual pursuit does not work, and we need to stop using that false information, and women need to stop using their bodies as exploitative property, that's another topic though.
Take care :)