I'm Sadie. I have Asperger's Disorder, a form of Autism. I also have MDD, severe depression. A lot of mental problems hold me back. Yet a few things keep me alive. The band HIM is the main one. I hate authority. I'm not too fond of people either. I'd rather be alone if you don't have anything I want to hear. I am an only child and it's lonely. I have a very small family. I'm homeschooled. Public school is corrupting. I am always the different one in every group. Always the outcast. I never get along with anyone. I always argue. People usually loathe me. Fuck 'em. Fuck society, fuck the system, fuck the world, and fuck you if you can't understand me.

Ville Valo, Marilyn Manson, Jonathan Davis, Nikki Sixx [I would also love to hang out with Jyrki 69] In death: Sid Vicious, Kurt Cobain, George Carlin

drawing, painting, art, writing, poetry, guitar, music, reading, movies

hard rock/metal music, art, writing

HIM, The 69 Eyes, Marilyn Manson, Nine Inch Nails, Dommin, Green Day, Flyleaf, Good Charlotte, She Wants Revenge, Papa Roach, Buckcherry, Motley Crue, Pink Floyd, Mindless Self Indulgence, Three Days Grace, Pearl Jam, Creed, Evanescence, Sixx:A.M., My Chemical Romance, Bloodhound Gang, CKY, Sex Pistols, KoRn, Brokencyde, Nirvana

Viva La Bam, Criss Angel, Jackass, The Twilight Zone, Ghost Whisperer, Rob & Big, Wildboyz, Nitro Circus, I Love Lucy, The Golden Girls, Home Improvement

A Clockwork Orange, The Lost Boys, Wristcutters, The Virgin Suicides, Bang Bang You're Dead, American History X, Thirteen, Ginger Snaps, The Virgin Suicides, Girl, Interrupted, Saw series, Final Destination series, Sid & Nancy

Dreamseller, The Heroin Diaries, Teach Me, the HIM biography, Thirteen Reasons Why, Drowning Anna, The Bright Forever

"Music is my god and is the only love that has never left me" -Ville Valo

"Death is a surprise party, unless of course you're already dead on the inside." -Saw 3

Ville Valo, Bam Margera, Jyrki & Jussi 69, Marilyn Manon, Brandon Novak, Sid Vicious, Trent Reznor, Kurt Cobain