Judas

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Judas

Posted October 20, 2009 04:11:41
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I see death at my door
I wonder has it been here before
taking my measure
it seems I only exist for its pleasure

my soul wasn't enough
it wants my life too
you did it for me
I did it for you

what is the only thing left
a gift a last breath
a key a door
a place I know I've been before

it seems to me I never could be in love
too many demands too much blood
wanting me holding on to anything
I was the only one left standing

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+3 raves Jerry October 20, 2009 04:15:16

You just tell that Death guy to GTF out.
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whiskey October 25, 2009 10:51:31

wow....Tommy nice blogs
Tommy T... to whiskey October 25, 2009 14:54:16

thank you
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Michael October 20, 2009 18:00:44

The best way to fight depression is to do for "others". Maybe you could volunteer at a facility that would enable you give to others companship, etc. Maybe big brothers, etc. I found that very helpful in making me feel worthwhile and important.
Tommy T... to Michael October 20, 2009 18:01:18

thank you
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Cilla *Banana King* October 20, 2009 06:33:09 (edited)

Beautiful. u.u

Hang in there.
Tommy T... to Cilla *... October 20, 2009 17:45:06

thank you
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Eddie Rae *Regent of Positi... October 20, 2009 05:29:19

Did somebody close to you hurt themselves Tommy?
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Tommy T... to Eddie R... October 20, 2009 05:33:09

it's me. I hurt myself.
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Eddie R... to Tommy T... October 20, 2009 05:34:34

Literally? Or are you talking about what has happened over time?
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Tommy T... to Eddie R... October 20, 2009 05:35:40

I'm talking about my suicide attempt.
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Eddie R... to Tommy T... October 20, 2009 05:37:15

That's what I was asking without directly asking. You aren't having those thoughts again are you since that's where you said you head is at....?
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Tommy T... to Eddie R... October 20, 2009 05:48:18

I had a bit of paranoia today from the tv. so I didn't want to watch tv tonight. then this song came on. It was by Relient K called "Forgiven". I have been waiting to hear that song again! it's a really good song! I put it on again on youtube! but after listening to the lyrics I was wondering, Am I getting more paranoid? Am I projecting the singer to be Christ like? some of the lyrics go "the blood on my hands" Do think he is Christ? What about Jesus Christ Himself? Am I projecting myself responsible for Christ's Crucifixion? I had all this guilt come upon me. so I needed catharsis. so I wrote this. I felt like Judas Iscariot tonight so I called the poem Judas.
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Eddie R... to Tommy T... October 20, 2009 05:58:07

Well I think it's good you can look at it and realize and question it. You are doing the right thing by getting it all out.
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rocko October 20, 2009 04:38:36

pain sucks
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red hulk October 20, 2009 04:26:05

A very good poem as usual.
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Jerry October 20, 2009 04:15:16

You just tell that Death guy to GTF out.