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- June 16, 2009 23:42:49
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when did life become so fucking complicated?
i used to be able to read my best friends like the back of my hand but lately it's as if i don't even know who they are.
i don't even know who i am anymore.
why can't i just be the person i've always been?
why do i have to change?
why did they have to change?
i can't truly be who i want to be cause then i would end up alone.
fuck people who think that they can tell me what to do but if i don't want to be like them then why am i so anxious to please everyone.
i hate the fact that i can't even talk to my best friend of 10 years now without it being weird cause she decided that i'm not "good enough."
of course she won't tell me to my face but the way she ignores me hurts more than her yelling at me in front of everyone.
i just ugh...
i needed to rant for a little bit.
i used to be able to read my best friends like the back of my hand but lately it's as if i don't even know who they are.
i don't even know who i am anymore.
why can't i just be the person i've always been?
why do i have to change?
why did they have to change?
i can't truly be who i want to be cause then i would end up alone.
fuck people who think that they can tell me what to do but if i don't want to be like them then why am i so anxious to please everyone.
i hate the fact that i can't even talk to my best friend of 10 years now without it being weird cause she decided that i'm not "good enough."
of course she won't tell me to my face but the way she ignores me hurts more than her yelling at me in front of everyone.
i just ugh...
i needed to rant for a little bit.
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I've been stressed lately too.
my 'best' friend stopped talking to me and basically stared saying crap about me because i made co-captain and usually that wouldn't bother me but she was my best friend for 10 years.
and then all my other supposed friends have been avoiding me since school ended.
whenever i try calling them to see if they wanna go somewhere they are all 'busy' but then the when we go to practice i hear them talking about how they were at each other's houses.
it sucks feeling alone.
is he getting better?