My Blog: Refinding me

I'm on a road to recovery. It is long and hard but what can I say I need to do it. I'm struggling with depression and it isn't fun. I'm starting to open up more to the peope I love around me and start to find my place where I need it the most. I'm in a relationship now which is a big step. I'm willing to let go of the past and look towards the future. It is uncertain but it looks like it could be going smoother. I'm starting to make new friends and burn old one that don't need to be brought up. I'm walking with a positive light and can't wait for everything to go the way it's going.

I'm dealing with the drama. Well it's high school anyways so why even bother. I'm trying to make baby steps in building a relationship with my mom. I'm excited but nervous at the same time. I'm going to school dances and laughing like it's no tomorrow. A year ago today I tried to kill myself over something that should happen to no one, I'm glad I didn't because I finaly got to learn what it's like to go to homecoming and how different it is from going to middle school from seventh grade to ninth grade and starting sophmore year in a high school.

I'm starting to learn that love is intoxicating and sometimes I will never have anyone to catch me. I'm listening to music that should help me recover better and looking into my future in nursing. I'm very excited for all of this. I'm starting to learn how to walk with a steady balance and not give up on what I want. I guess you could say thats how it truly goes.

And you could say this is going to be a good life(: <3