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Plans

“So you coming by tonight?” he asked
“Nah, I got plans.” She said
“Really? What are you doing tonight?” He asked
“Just chilling, with my friends” she said
“I thought you were coming by. Um, I even went grocery shopping, I was planning on making us dinner.” He tried to tempt her
“Yeah. I sorry, but I promised already. Maybe tomorrow?” she negotiated
“Yeah I guess we could. It’s not like I am your boyfriend or anything.” He said expecting her to correct him.
“Ok! Well I’ll see you tomorrow?” She wanted to end the conversation
“Yes, I’ll see you then.”


The Mirror

“Will you just look in the mirror? Seriously, look in the mirror for me babe”
He took her by her shoulders and stood behind her.
“Look at you. Do you see how beautiful you are?”
She looked away, she couldn’t bare to look.
“What’s wrong with you? Why can’t you see?”
She stood silent.
“Do you know how pathetic you look? Do you know how pathetic I look being with a girl so ignorant to her own beauty” He was getting angry.
“I’m sorry” she whispered.
“Please! Don’t apologize to me. With all the shit you talk and now you want to act like a little girl” He sighed heavily.
“Just look in the God damn mirror, and say it. Say that you are beautiful. Just do it for me.”
She didn’t look up “I’m beautiful” she mumbled.
“You know you are Pathetic.”



PLEASE CARE!

“Admit it, already! You care about me.” He looked at her with a silly smile on his face.
“Of Course I do! Would I be sitting here if I didn’t?” She responded automatically like this was 15th time she has heard the question.
“You do? So what if you came to the apartment and caught me in bed with another girl? Would you care then?” He said miscieviously
She chuckled “Yes I would. Why would you be inviting me to your place, if you knew you would be with a girl?”
“Because you showed up unexpectedly and walked in.” He raised his eyebrows.
“But that would never happen.”
“It might, do you have the keys?” he puckered out his lips.
“Yes, but I would never show up uninvited, and I would never use them. In fact can I give them back to you?”
“No, you have not answered the question yet. Would you care?”
“I did answer the question! I said I would be pissed that you had the nerve to invite me over knowing you would be with another woman!”
“But that’s not my point! Why must you always be so evasive. Do you care so much that you don’t want me with other women?”
“What I don’t know won’t hurt me.”
“So you don’t care.”

REAL THINGS REAL WANTS

“I am looking for Love. Not the real thing, just something that will get me through the cold lonely nights.”


He looks at me like I am crazy “What does that mean?”


"I am looking for a warm embrace, whether it is empty or full of life and all it has offer. I am looking for a feeling, synthetic or real, just a feeling.”


He squints his eyes “Do you even listen to your thoughts before you let them flood out of your mouth?”


"I listen just fine. But that is what I want. I need that. Can I get that from you? Or do I need to attain that else where?"


He sighs, “Why won’t you just let this be real?”


"Because nothing is real. We live in a world full of fantasy, false promises and dreams. Let’s just call a spade a spade. You don’t love me, you don’t know me. Let’s just pretend that we love each other and call it a day."


He lifts his eyes and keeps his head down. “But I am not pretending”



WHAT AM I DOING HERE?


He says, "You are so funny, that's why I could never stay mad at you"

I think (really, why do you get mad at me in the first place?)

I say, "Yep, I am going quit being an artist, and do stand up"

He laughs and tells me "That's what I love about you"

I think (Wow, you are fucking other chicks, and you have the nerve to use that four letter word?)

I say, "I bet you do. So does 75% of the male population, and probably about 25% of the females."

He says, "You are so freaking witty. See that's why I love you."

I think (I bet you're waiting for me to say it back. Not going to happen. Not now, not ever)

I say "Yep, Yep"

He says, "You know I am beginning to think you are losing interest in me"

I think (No shit Sherlock. You just caught me at a vulnerable time)

I say "Why do you keep saying that shit? I am so tired of you saying that! If I wasn't interested would I be sitting here with you?"

He says "Well, why do you act like that? It is really frustrating. I mean we have so much in common, it is rare that a girl can keep up with me intellectually"

I think (Really? So why do you always fight with me and tell me I am wrong? The only thing we have in common is our love of each other's genitals.)

I say, "Do you really need to scream at me? It worries me when you scream at me. I've been here before and I don't like it"

He says, "Well, what do you want to do?"

I think (Get the fuck away from you)

I say, "I don't know"

He says, "When you say I don't know, that makes me think you do know"

I think (Your right, I do know. But I am not telling you shit. NOW STRIP)

I say, "If I said I don't know. Then I don't know. Now let's change the subject."





DO I KNOW YOU

“You are making me lose my fucking mind! All you do is talk in circles. How many words can you possibly use to say absolutely nothing!” he says holding the sides of his head as if his head may fall apart if he lets go.
Her mouth refused to make any noises.
“You act like you don’t give a shit about anything. Like nothing means anything! You can’t say things and expect people not to react. Do you ever think? Who the fuck are you really? Is this you now?”
She looked up at him with childish wonder. Her mouth still not working as smoothly as she would like. “I am always me.”
“No, you really aren’t, you are not the girl I met. I don’t know who the fuck you are.”



THAT FACE
“Must you always have that face on?” he asked
“What face?” she responded
“The face you have on right now, the face that looks unhappy. You make me think you’re not happy with me”
“Why do you always have to make it about you? Maybe I am very happy with you, maybe I am upset because of where I am” her voice cracking and heaving.
“Where you are? Where you are is with me” he said sadly
“You know I don’t mean it like that” she sighed
“Yes you do. That is exactly how you mean it” he said angrily
“No.”
“I am tired of trying my best to make you happy, and never succeeding. What do you want me to do?” he said desperately
“Just leave me alone” she said although she did not mean it.


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