If you love someone deeply, how long do you wait for them.....
cj 2012/07/12 15:25:55
Over a year ago, I met an amazing woman. We had an immediate connection... We fell in love but the timing wasn't right... She was probably in my life for "a reason" rather than a season or a life time.... and at the end of last summer just as the timing was going to allow us to really explore our love and relationship, she ran away... well, it has been 11 months, and she keeps re-entering my life for various reasons... Since we parted I have become a Reiki practitioner: she would like me to give her treatments. She seeks guidance from me, she shares with me, but also keeps me at arms length. When I get close to another woman, she suddenly appears again, knowing the affect she has on me. She knows I want her with every fibre of my being. She knows that much has changed in the past year, for both of us... life is more stable. She knows that I still hold her dear, and she knows that her fear of abandonment is something I would like to help her work through.... She admits that she still loves me, and has not dated anyone else since we broke up... and I don't understand..... So now, because every woman I date gets compared to her, and can't match up to her... I am giving up on dating..... Krista is who I want to share my life with. I want to blend our families, hold her close, and together grow old and heal the world.... and I'm getting the impression that this is a foolish dream of an aging romantic.... but I just can't seem to let her go..... even after breaking our past life contracts... (we have shared past lives as well.... and had the cords cut from those)... So my question is: how long do I wait in this romantic limbo for a woman who loves me to simply fall in love with me so we can share a happily ever after moment..... ?
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