I keep seeing lights and they talk and they say they will kill me

by Lydecho Rain (Лидия) Posted 2012/08/28 04:36:46

Related Topics: Light, tell, Schizophrenia, Kill

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I don't know what to do it's not happening now but it keeps happening on and off I have early schizophrenia and I know it's not real mostly but it's hard to tell and I feel like everything is attacking me and others are getting into my thoughts

Kevin1111 2012/08/28 05:01:21

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Do not fear these. Speak with authority and command them to begone.
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☽✪☾Goddess~Worshipper☥ 2012/08/29 01:52:37

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Try to meditate. That might help some. Also, when things like that start happening, say Wu-Sa. It's supposed to be the most calming word or something.

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Dweezle 2012/08/28 18:24:55

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There have been many medical developments in treating Schizophrenia, However it is commonly mis-diagnosed like Bi-polar disorder. I suggest you seek medial help from doctors, not here on sodahead.

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Lydecho... to Dweezle 2012/08/28 18:28:43

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I have help from doctors, I just didnt have access to the medication at the moment and was alone. I thought it would be okay for just a while because I don't have issues with it very often but I guess I was wrong.

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Dweezle to Lydecho... 2012/08/28 19:06:02

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not wrong...

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YourCompanionCube 2012/08/28 16:09:04

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Oh, I thought I was the only one.

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TerryAgee 2012/08/28 14:40:15

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My friend, you did a brave thing by reaching out to your friends here on SodaHead. Maybe, you speak too languages. I want you to consider practicing yoga for meditation. Create your own identity. You deserve peace of mind and you know it. Take care and be well. I'm here for you!

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Ol'Dave 2012/08/28 12:42:34

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Get EVERYTHING DANGEROUS to you, or others OUT OF THE HOUSE/AREA! Knowing you have an ABNORMAL BRAIN FUNCTION, the RESPONSIBLE thing would be to SAFE GUARD YOUR & OTHERS SAFETY & stay off the News.

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Link 2012/08/28 11:25:47 (edited)

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Back away from the Tequila...

Actually, not a joking matter... I don't know much about this, so I'll just say that I'm sorry you're going through this...

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Xxforever yoursXx 2012/08/28 09:59:48

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dont worry im the same, you just need too be carfull with your words, its mainly your self concicese trying 2 tell u somthing. im here 4 u.

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The River Rat 2012/08/28 08:29:52

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I am sorry, Lydia. Text me if I can help.

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burningsnowman 2012/08/28 07:13:11

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Article i read this in awhile back. Kind of makes sense on an intuitive level. As for seeing a psychologist I don't know what your situation is. Meds can screw you up even worse sometimes though.
http://theamericanscholar.org...

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burningsnowman 2012/08/28 06:26:05

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Try talking back to the lights. Some people manage to get the voices to shut up that way.

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Hollywood:D 2012/08/28 06:08:34

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That sucks. I'm sorry. You should get on some medication it will probably help.

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Invader_Ellie_Slamacow 2012/08/28 05:35:24

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that doesn't sound fun.... my prayers are with you, and I hope you get better real soon :) docs can help you out with meds and stuff, juss focus on your breathing and do whatever makes you feel the calmest, things'll get better.

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Daedalus 2012/08/28 05:21:59 (edited)

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N-Acetyl-Cysteine (NAC) reduces symptoms of schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. Typical doses are 1200 to 2400 milligrams per day of NAC.

The natural forms of folic acid can help with this too. Folinic Acid or L-5 Methyl & Formyl-tetra-hydro-folate.

As well as the natural or active form of B12 called Methylcobalamin.

So the two things that help are natural forms of the methyl-donor B vitamins and antioxidants. NAC increases the body's endogenous antioxidant, glutathione

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Lydecho... to Daedalus 2012/08/28 06:45:49

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Thank you

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Walter Harris 2012/08/28 05:16:21

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there is some meds for that. good luck with it.
the meds do work if you stick with them.

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Stix 2012/08/28 05:11:09 (edited)

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Next time it happens eat a giant spoonful of peanut butter all at once. Should smack you right back to reality..;o)

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Kevin1111 2012/08/28 05:01:21

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Do not fear these. Speak with authority and command them to begone.

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xXSecret-RaineXx 2012/08/28 04:55:25

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*hug* Just try to make sure its not quiet... at night play music or a movie.. idk.. im sry): I wish i could help u...:'(

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TheGreatEscape 2012/08/28 04:50:58

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I recommend you pay a visit to your physician and describe to him/her what you have here. They can refer you to a neurological/psychological specialist that can help.

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Lydecho... to TheGrea... 2012/08/28 06:47:09

I already see a phycological specialist and I do take the medication already but I don't have it right now. It's not really happening right now I hope it doesn't come back soon

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thecutesttentacle 2012/08/28 04:49:20

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uhm, i don't know what to say...

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GothicaVende††aSquiggles\(#... 2012/08/28 04:48:40

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I'm sorry this is happening to you. :( I hear voices in my head, and I listen to music to avoid them, so...maybe try that? :-/

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xXSecre... to Gothica... 2012/08/28 04:52:49

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me too..

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Walter ... to xXSecre... 2012/08/28 05:18:30

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this condition is more common than folks think or believe

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xXSecre... to Walter ... 2012/08/28 05:22:12

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yeah.. its serious.. it sucks.. its not fair ppl shouldnt have to go through that..):

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CuresCancer 2012/08/28 04:46:35 (edited)

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Hi Lydecho,

Do a Google search on Dr. Abram Hoffer who was a pioneer in helping schizophrenics to get well naturally. My heart goes out to you. I met the woman who is speaking on the video. She told he her son would see people crawling across the road when he was trying to drive. He is now well.

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Nam Era Vet #1 DNA TLC 2012/08/28 04:45:23

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I will pray for you if it would not bother you.

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Lydecho... to Nam Era... 2012/08/28 06:47:44

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It doesn't bother me.

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Nam Era... to Lydecho... 2012/08/28 16:21:30

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I prayed.

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Lydecho... to Nam Era... 2012/08/28 17:25:48

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Thank you :).

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⚜3rd Street Boss⚜ 2012/08/28 04:38:39

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:( I think someone I know close to me has schizophrenia too.. she exhibited it like three times

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Lydecho... to ⚜3rd St... 2012/08/28 04:42:03

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It really started when I was around 15 or maybe even 14 which is strange because child and adolescent schizophrenia is rather rare, but it wasn't bad mostly just a few delusions and slight auditory hallucinations but it gets worse over time for me. Hopefully the medicine helps.

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⚜3rd St... to Lydecho... 2012/08/28 04:46:46

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That would suck :( I really think my sister's delusions is just hallucination from not sleeping, cause she has a fear of sleeping (much like me, but I have a schedule I need to be on most of the time) and I myself have heard things not real. Once we had bad roaches when I was young, and I would hear the word "roach!" non stop every night before going to sleep! It was weird and I was scared to sleep cause of it, and even sometimes when I'm tired and forcing to stay up, if tired enough, I will hear things not there and it's scary :(

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Walter ... to ⚜3rd St... 2012/08/28 05:27:00 (edited)

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most people who get this illness are in their 20's.
ironically after you turn 30 it is called alzheimer's. it is practically the same illness, so do seek help for it before it is to late.
you seem to be very sweet and smart girl, so I would hate for the world to loose you
I ment this for lydecho

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Lydecho... to Walter ... 2012/08/28 06:49:56

Isn't Alzheimer's a memory disorder? I don't really have trouble with memories, since I can remember most things that happen to me if they are at all significant.

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