I want to die making love to my wife. She's not at all fond of the idea. But who knows how any of us will die? We could all be taken out at any instant by a gamma ray burst, so learn to live in the NOW (Tolle).
Or disease. Not likely to face a violent death. I maintain a high state of alert and situational awareness to spot or avoid threats and risks where I live or travel.
even if i get shot, taking the bastard down with me >=}