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I failed, I feared death, I thought of my mom - my friends and loved ones.
Today, even if I have thoughts like those, I just turn up some good music and talk with my loved ones! It always, always makes me feel better, since the suicide attempts - I have evolved into a human being who accepts herself for who she is and is proud of it. I see myself no less than a Queen - and I'm glad I do, I do not want to be delusional and see myself as a worthless person and take my life, NO.
i almost did some time ago but i discovered Chuggaaconroy. His postive attiude, hilarious jokes, and addictive personality gave me something to look forward to every day :) I owe him my life, and i'd give anyhting (within reason) to meet him.
I believe that anything worth having , is worth the work it takes to make it happen. There have been a few times when I thought it would be easier to "give up" rather than push forward, but, it only takes a moment to make a mental list of those things that are "worth" living for, as an example, one day holding a grandchild or walking my children down the aisle. And to make commitment to myself to keep living for those things are worth pursuing.
Many times people cannot see the good things that would be possible for them, if they only persevere through a relatively short period of tribulation, for example, High School, or the end of a relationship and I believe it is a shame.
I've been through a lot in my life and I just got to the point where I couldn't take it anymore. I still think about it but, I'm learning to move on which is nice!
After returning from Iraq; I thought about it daily for a long time. Like you I have family & responsibilities and that's not an option. I force it from my thoughts everyday.
i know how you feel so much , that had to be worse with you through all you had to suffer through , but its a good thing you held in there we wouldhave lost a really good person , sometimes i still think a little but i know i can't chance it , i am a single mom, if i go , there dad sure doesn't have a thing to do with them he is to wrapped up in his new wife
Additionally after I came home from Iraq;, my family went to a,family reunion in Cheyenne Wyoming; on our return home, we were in my Father-in-laws 45 foot motor home. We lost our brakes on Alternate Route 14, in Wyoming. At the bottom the of the mountain we went through a guardrail & rolled three times. When the smoke cleared my I'm-laws,died, & my 6 year old daughter Katie was,dying in my wife's,arms. My som Was 8 years old he was,air,lifted,out with ,a,severely broken leg, & I had a concussion & a 75 stitch gash in my head. We all forged ahead together l.
omg yea you had a hard enough reasons :( im sorry to hear about your losses, but im agle you have made it through it all and still able to move on , i don't know if something happened to my babies, if i can keep pressing on , it would be the hardest descion to ever have to make i know that for sure , i just wish you the best of blessings and hope that things go good for you
I mean imagine what would happen to our soccer season?
I failed, I feared death, I thought of my mom - my friends and loved ones.
Today, even if I have thoughts like those, I just turn up some good music and talk with my loved ones! It always, always makes me feel better, since the suicide attempts - I have evolved into a human being who accepts herself for who she is and is proud of it. I see myself no less than a Queen - and I'm glad I do, I do not want to be delusional and see myself as a worthless person and take my life, NO.
Many times people cannot see the good things that would be possible for them, if they only persevere through a relatively short period of tribulation, for example, High School, or the end of a relationship and I believe it is a shame.
i wanted 2 die and bough me sleeping pills i tried but i had taken not enough...