i tried plenty of times and still have thoughts but i know 4 a fact if i do kill myself i will go to hell and thats exactly what the devil wants me 2 do...im not emo though i just ocassionally get any sharp object and weep as i try 2 calm myself down (i do it cause i feel so alone and empty)
But I came within a finger squeeze once when I was a teen. I was miserable with myself and one evening when no one was home but me, I found my father's loaded .38 revolver, sat on their bed and put the gun to my head with my finger on the trigger. I was not mad at my parents and it was the thought of what their coming home to see their eldest son with his brains blown out all over their bedroom would do to them that backed me away from that horrible moment.
but I was in the darkness, but my friends and family help me, them I realized that was Satan who was pushing me to that limit, now I am better and see the light that was gone. trust me there's light at the end of the tunel
Couldn't stand seeing evil being rewarded and the good punished anymore. People who do mean nasty things are always rewarded. Cant stand the ignorance and bigotry in America. I also was constantly bullied in school. It still gets to me today, but things are looking up.
No way! Depression runs on one side of my family. Fortunately, I seem to have inherited most of my genes from the other side. I try to understand but I really have no concept of it. I am sad when something bad happens but it doesn't last long.
i had suicidal thoughts but i did not try it
cause i got to be 100 percent sure ,,cause if i do try to kill myself ill be able to do it from the first try
just like my cousin did
if you fail suicide your just crying out for help or attention
Severe depression is a serious illness which can affect anyone. Alcohol can make it very much worse and should be avoided by anyone who has a tendency towards depression. If you know anyone who is suicidal, it would be best to talk to them about it rather than telling anyone to "snap out of it" which won't work.
I have, but I don't cut and crap. I only have tried and threatened because I'm an abused kid. My parents have told me to go kill myself. I feel so alone. Everyone hates me. I hate life. But now I focus on positives. This crap is still in my life but the feelings mutual.
Seriously considered it. Went as far as having my suicide note written out and the pills all lined up and ready to take. Chickened out though. Was afraid I would fail, and end up in a vegetative state fully aware of my surroundings but unable to move or speak. Cause the worst case always seems to find me.
Contemplated: Yes
I am sad when something bad happens but it doesn't last long.
cause i got to be 100 percent sure ,,cause if i do try to kill myself ill be able to do it from the first try
just like my cousin did
if you fail suicide your just crying out for help or attention