Does anyone have any troubles on their mind right now, be they large or small?

Just two:

1. I really need to work on my own, unless you know anything about Airsoft Pellets or you are able to provide some link(s) that may be able to help me better determine any possible further future training my police group may have with the combo of police/civilians involved with it, and my being the latter of the two?

2. My very dear, sweet and most precious 19 years old daughter whom I am believeing more and more is feeling and believing she is trapped in a bad living situation with her boyfriend and his parents and siblings. No one likes the boyfriend except for my daughter and his family, and at this time, there is literally nothing anyone can do about it, unless my daughter makes that first most serious step in asking for help and seriously wanting to get out of her situation for good, and to get her life back on the right track again. In many different ways, she has become our prodigy child, and there is absolutely nothing more than wanting her back home and safely under our wings again; than her living the life this control freak family has sucked her up into for their own selfish benefits which my daughter is just a primary tool for it all. We have a very good dear friend who is a police officer, and he lives right next door to this family, and he very much wants to help get our daughter out of there too; but again, there is not a damn thing he can do about it, until she ask for his help.

I forgot to mentioned, that the 2nd one gave me a good cry last night, but I am feeling a tad bit better about it now. I have to keep moving on in my life on things that I do have control, and not to let what I have no control over take over my life any more, as this boyfriend and his family has control over my daughter's life.

((((CARLOS))))! These links are AWESOME!!! ((((THANK YOU)))))! I'll be spending a lot more time with them within the next few days! Even though I've been shot by one, and I'll be alright with it, it still has a slight annoying pain to it from a couple of Tuesdays ago, but that is about it; there's still many questions I need answers to before I can go participate in that type of training again....that is if I decide to do it again....oy!

As for my daughter, she used to talk to me literally about everything, until that damn boyfriend came into her life. I can see it in her eyes, her face, that she still really wants to talk to me from time to time, but the bastard is such a control freak over her. It was a literal nightmare for me to just tolerate it yesterday while they were both over here yesterday. I did see a slight spark of hope through all of it, my daughter is no longer clingy tightly to him every second of the way as she used to; it looks like the damn "honeymoon" is finally over for them, just gotta wait for her to simply have enough of the crap, and have the courage to move out of there. She knows darn well, she has a lot of good family and friends whom her boyfriend is scared shitless of, especially my hubby and our police friend who lives next door to them, that would literally do just about anything to finally set her free from that hell hole, and free from it for good. All she need to do is ask for the help, the idiot has to sleep, take a piss, and/or etc...some time!

I'm pretty good in letting her know that I care for her, and that I am here for her whenever she needs me. It is just the waiting part for my time to be alone with her without any stupid distraction from boyfriend that gets so extremely frustrating to me....such as it was yesterday. I know you don't believe in prayers ((Carlos)), but please keep my daughter in your heart and thoughts for her well being and for her to come home soon for good, with no returning back to the hell she is going through now in her life...((Thank you)).

Venting and talking it out lightens up the loads too; Much sincerest and deepest thank you for helping me, and letting me feel comfortable & free for me to let all this get out of my system in regards to my daughter. If you never check it out before, you can easily find her in my Facebook family/friends groups in there. Her name is Amanda, but she prefers to be called Mandy; my hubby and other daughter is in there too. :-)