Of course I miss all of my grandparents, who have passed away but I've had plenty of time 2 deal with that by now n a dear, old friend passed away not too long ago but we'd lost touch long b4 that, which I regret but mostly, I'm missing my best friend, who is still alive, thank god but she's on the other side of the country n I feel so lost without her.
My Nan and Pop they were always able to put a smile on my face even if I was extremely upset. I recently got dumped by my ex BF I wish my NAN and POP were here to tell me that I don't need him in my life and that I deserve so much better but lucky me I have amazing friends and family to tell me these things but I still miss my NAN and POP.
I miss my mother, and daddy I miss my two sisters, and I missed my three brothers. and I think, that when you lose a lot of people in a short period of time, this is really tough on the heart.
What's worse is the reason she's not here is due to my betrayal, I'd like more than anything to rot in hell as long as I get to bring her bastard father with me. Then she goes to her mother which she truly deserves, they both miss her more than I can comprehend. I just wish I could beg her forgiveness.
im missing her right now........
she's so far away from me........