Wrote these lyrics & I need your opinion on them...
I was
twelve years old, You touched me in a way unknown to me, You told me
everything was okay and I should not worry about a thing, This is how you show love and affection he told unto me,
reinsuring me I was your first and forever you’re last, I did not know what to think, My thoughts ran wild with empathy, Ignoring oneself I
did as I was asked and held in my emotion, My raging tears, I felt so bold.
CHORUS: Holding in screams of terror, I can’t breathe thinking of your manipulation, It’s taunting me, The twisted
thoughts I experienced, You defiled me all
for pleasure, I let you take the best of me in the worst way, And never ever again, I will win.
It’s too
late to turn back now, It’s all done and over, The pain taking over me, Overwhelming, I just lie there in shame droning in my own sorrow, I feel completely deceived, You walk away quickly not saying a thing, What does this mean, Am I so empty now that you’ve had your way, Feeling so afraid and yet so brave.
CHORUS: Holding in screams of terror, I can’t breathe thinking of your manipulation, It’s taunting me, The twisted thoughts I experienced, You defiled me all for pleasure, I let you take the best of me in the worst way, And never ever again, I will win.
The pain still there way
after you’re through and even after your gone, I still feel you; The dirty sensation will not wash away, I’m ashamed I let you in and now I must pay for this
mistake I’ve made, I’m no longer pure because you had your way, I did not see through your sinful words, My failed pride, I pay every day.
CHORUS: Holding in screams of terror, I can’t breathe thinking of your manipulation, It’s taunting me, the twisted thoughts I experienced, You defiled me all for pleasure, I let you take the best of me in the worst way, And never ever again, I will win.
I will be okay, I will not let your viciousness get the best of me, I am strong; you made me stronger with your pushiness, Believe this as you stair in to my face one more before
you walk out that door, I have survived, Your method is now just a page in a book, I will face the rumors, those hurtful words, I will face the ones I hurt, I will face you, I will be tough.
CHORUS: Holding in screams of terror, I can’t breathe thinking of your manipulation, It’s taunting me, The twisted thoughts I experienced, You defiled me all for pleasure, I let you take the best of me in the worst way, And never ever again, I have won, Facing life I have won .
Twenty years later you no
longer linger in my mind, The scar you made now faded, I am happy and free you never got the best of me, I have won.
Written by: Nikki
I'm glad you enjoyed the lyrics (even though they 'pasted' funny). & I'm glad my lyrics could bring so much emotion to you, that was my goal & it looks like I met it. Thank you for giving me your opinion. I should post some more & see what you think of them. Till next time...