rofl...i was one of those super-protected children. i did everything i was told. 9th grade i was like. oh life. oh death. oh, idc about any of it. but i can form my opinon based on what i see hear and feel. then 10th grade it wasnt "idc" anymore. it was "i do care--a lot. this hurts--a lot. and im so confused..--A LOT" >.<
Haha... :D Lol, sounds quite awful. But I get those feelings a lot too, which is why I'm thankful to mum and dad for showing me the path when there's darkness around me.
yeah, well ive survived lol and its fine. better than mindlessly following something never knowing whether i trully believed it or not.