That's so sad to hear. Reminds me of my cats that died in the past. I used to cry so much...I truly know how you feel. If people could share hugs through the internet, I would give you one.
Sorry to hear that, As I know how attached you can become to a Cat or dog, Have lost a few in the years gone by, but remember some of the goofy things they would do for attention and get a warm feeling in my heart.
I'm so sorry
I remember when my guinea pig died
I was absolutely histerical, although I was only 7
So sorry. :(