I can relate to william murderface

in a few ways i feel a lot like murderface, i am not as ugly as him but i have low confidence and low self esteam just as he does. i hate how i look. I have the figure of a wood plank. after i had my daughter my boobs went from an already not that great Bcup to an Acup which is the worst in the world. When i was a kid i was greddy and wanted money so i pulled out a few teeth with pliars and they grew back big and now i have a gap about the width of a nickle, a little smaller actually, right between my front 2 teeth. I have 11 tattoos and 3 of them i hate with a passion. the 3 i hate are badly done and look like crap, the other ones are all good though. I used to have pretty long black hair, but i wanted to go blonde and it took 3 bleachings to get it right but that killed it so bad i had to get a short hair cut and now it is only as long as my chin. the bleaching still did not come out good, it still had orange in it so i had to dye it red. I am 21 and thanks to my lack of boobs and the way my face is built i look only about 16 or 17. i want to look my age and i hate it. but i have so little self esteme and hate my looks so bad i dont even go to the beach any more and i live in florida, and the beach is one of the only things to do in pensacola. i never like to smile with my teeth showing in photos cause i hate my teeth and i was not eligable for braces when i was a kid and i hate the dentist for that. another sucky thing i hate is my eyes, the color is ok but i HATE how no matter how much sleep i get, i want an eye lift ro something to fix that issue too. it has been a burden on me for as long as i can remember, along with the teeth and boobs. I feel a lot like murderface, ugly, and so little self esteam that i cant have fun in public with out checking my makeup every 30 minutes. this is not a pitty me post, this is to say i feel his pain of not looking as good as i wish. i wish to be beautiful and have nicer boobs again. i hope to win the lotto and get all the surgeries i need to look good. murderface is pretty awesom for dealing with the same self esteam issues as i do. cudos to him!!!!!!!! hats off to you william murderface

P.S. Remember, this is not a pitty post, i just feel like venting.