I haven't been on much either, husband has had more cancer stuff, it'es 4 different kinds now. Has to have another operation in March. Welcome back & what have you been doing?
You have missed nothing - it is the same old "they are dirt bags" - "no, they are bigger dirt bags." I almost removed myself fro this site. Welcome back.
I am so sorry. I know the feeling and all I can say is that the feeling of depression will go away. The heavy sadness will transform into a softer sense. My mother died in 1994 and there are still days that i get this urge to call her. It is then that I know she is with me. When thoughts of her come out of the blue or I dream about her, I consider that a "visit" and am no longer depressed but heartened that she is still around me. God bless you.
welcome back Sam.....♥