i guess girls are just really complicated. Boys are to so i think it's a hard for anyone to get a bf or gf. It would make life a lot easier if everyone could be straight forward.
Take heart Ara, boys in high school aren't worth the anxiety. Like you, they're trying to figure out where they fit in, in the universe too. You're attractive, and one day you will gravitate toward that right individual and then....what happened in high school won't matter, trust me.
I am 13 and i had a girlfriend but we live too far away from each other :(
i tried making convo wit you, and you werent very preceptive.