Do ever wish you could run away from your family

last night i had a big fight just before going to the gym to do a body-attack class never worked so hard in my life got home the house was so quiet for a change in my house they is a lot of saying i will do this and it never gets done my mother is the biggest hypocrite cause she say you have to have little goals to archive the big ones and she says she will support me in anything i do well my goal at the moment is to lose weight 20kg say i can become a group fitness instructor and guess what if she does not feel like it my fitness goes up and down because of her and loser & putting on weight contently and last night id had enough it funny she tells use to have goals and to archive them but her goals what goals she has none the family is unhappy cause her relationship is blown up out of the water and she is the only one who cannot she that she say she wants to lose weiht to but she never sticks to anything myself or the trainers give to her and our diet last week i cried while i was eating hungry jack cause it dawned on me that she really dose not care people keep telling me mums doing her best and every time i here that i think ya her to keep making excuses hungy jack what i order was the lowest kg meal / snak i could find guess what the number was 2654kg that is more then what i should be eating in a day i am meant to have half of that & i have not got my L's yet it was ment to be a christmas presnet last year i have studyed and i can do it but cause my mum gets paid nd then the next day she is borrowing money of me cause she just spends it it just excuses excuses after excuses im done