This is me Eddie Rae at 33 in Anchorage, Alaska.
I have Borderline Personality Disorder, Anxiety Disorder and Depression all which I take medication for. I see a psychiatrist about every three weeks and if you want to know more about that just ask me! I am developing diabetes which I am working on changing through diet and exercise. I am also married to Meatpuppet who I often refer to just as ">Meatpuppet who I often refer to just as ">Meatpuppet who I often just as "hubby."



This is our "fid" (furry kid) her name is CiCi, we just got her this year of 2009. My real daughter lives in Sacramento, CA where she is studying culinary cuisine and business in college down there.


And this is where we live, Anchorage, AK.

I did meet Jeff Goldblum when I was almost ten, he was rad and I got his autograph. It was in Ontario, California and he was in a restaurant in the Holiday Inn we were staying at.... He was with a girl and I got her autograph too however, I lost it and the memory of her name or who she was.

Cookbooks/recipes/learning to cook.
Religions/religious and non religious holidays.
How to properly care for your home and loved ones.
Relaxation and meditation techiniques.
and more to add later.

"Reality Television"
"Tru TV"
Food Network
Animal Planet

Wristcutters


Donnie Darko


The Departed


Salton Sea


Drugstore Cowboy

Ariel The Unedited Edition by Sylvia Plath
Angela's Ashes by Frank McCourt
and 'Tis by the same.
Rose Madder by Stephen King
Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger

"I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff - I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I'd do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all." - J.D. Salinger
The Catcher in the Rye

"I look like you want to look. I fuck like you want to fuck. I am smart, capable and, most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not." - Tyler Durden,The Fight Club (Like you didn't know.)

"It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything. ." - Tyler Durden, The Fight Club

"There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing." - Patrick Bateman / American Psycho

"Well, to begin with, nobody, and I mean nobody, can talk a junkie out of using. You can talk to 'em for years but sooner or later they're gonna get ahold of something. Maybe it's not dope. Maybe it's booze, maybe it's glue, maybe it's gasoline. Maybe it's a gunshot to the head. But something. Something to relieve the pressures of their everyday life, like having to tie their shoes." - Bob "Drugstore Cowboy"

"Most people don't know how they're gonna feel from one moment to the next. But a dope fiend has a pretty good idea. All you gotta do is look at the labels on the little bottles." - Bob "Drugstore Cowboy"

"Of course. The rabbit's not like us. It has no... keen look at something in the mirror, it has no history books, no photographs, no knowledge of sorrow or regret... I mean, I'm sorry, Miss Pommeroy, don't get me wrong; y'know, I like rabbits and all. They're cute and they're horny. And if you're cute and you're horny, then you're probably happy, in that you don't know who you are and why you're even alive. And you just wanna' have sex, as many times as possible, before you die... I mean, I just don't see the point in crying over a dead rabbit! Y'know, who... who never even feared death to begin with." - Donnie Darko

"When you forgive, you love. And when you love, God's light shines upon you". - Ron Franz

"You are too much mustard for one hot dog...." - Bessie

Everyone Praying for us, sharing our blogs and donating!
My husband and my daughter besides them, Cydi Lauper.