SodaHead - I'm gone muthafuker I'm gone.'s Blog

I'm bored waiting on you :)

2009-04-28T04:15:29Z

+2 raves

I'm also thirsty and kinda hungry

I hate cigarettes and the smell

I haven't had a beer in weeks

I have this sudden urge to eat banana muffins

My favorite kind of pizza is triple cheese and bacon

My favorite soda,Pepsi

I hate it when my hair gets on my face,but I like how it looks

I'm watching the movie Baby Mama and I'm laughing my ass off

I'm still hungry

Kiwi is a attention whore

Tom and Jerry hate each other

I've been to a crack house

I didn't know it was a crack house

I ran out of there

The parrot doesn't shut up

I'm still waiting

I wear baby lotion lol

I hate the color rainbow

I don't hate homosexuals

If I ignore you,I might be busy or I don't like you

or maybe you creep me out

I like gum

I skip school and go to the mall

I get free stuff too

I like Tacos with meat and sour cream

I'm done

When all I ever wanted was to dream another sunset with you

2009-04-24T03:36:58Z

I'm gone muthafuker I'm gone.

+2 raves

Anna, baby I love you.

Banana muffin your my secret lover,maybe not so secret haha.

My Kiwi among the melons lol I love you

that is it moffos

you know when your in love when you can't sleep.................

2009-02-23T23:05:57Z

I'm gone muthafuker I'm gone.

+3 raves

Because reality is finally better than your dreams!
-DR.Seuss.

Hey.
well Anna started class at my school already.Living together is rad couldn't have it any other way.I'm there when she wakes up and when she goes to sleep.My mom is acting very protective with Anna lol is weird cause she never even do that with me.She wants to take Anna to some yoga classes -____- and some other crap lol.Anna loves it though.Thank God she dont have to go to Birthing classes yet....YET!She hasnt talked to her mother since that day,its sad I wish her mom was there for her.But she says she barely talk to her mom anyways when she lived with her.Some stuck up kids are being a**holes and talking sh*t about Anna and believe me I want to beat the crap out of them but I dont want to get suspended from school now is when I need to be in school more than ever.well some one asked me to tell Anna to get a SH..what do you think??should she get one???

-Kev.

My girl is coming to live with me today.mood:Happier than ever.

2009-02-20T23:11:00Z

I'm gone muthafuker I'm gone.

+5 raves

Thanks again for the positive replies, once again you guys rock.
A couple of people want me to keep them updated so I will.

Yesterday it wasn’t a good day, I went to pick up Anna at her house and at the same time we were going to tell her mom about the baby. Ok so I get in the house, her mom is smoking on one corner, my first thought was to tell Anna to go outside I mean she is pregnant and I don’t want anything happening to the baby but at the same time I didn’t want to be the one to tell her mom. So Anna told her mom if she could stop smoking for a second because she had something to tell her well of course her mom told her that she could hear just fine [[I knew this wasn’t going to be pretty]] Anna tells her mom just straight up that she is pregnant with my baby. She looked mad, she was mad and got up and asked Anna to tell her again what she just said so Anna tells her again that she pregnant, her mom gets angry and starts yelling and called Anna a slut and told her that she is not going to take her of that baby or pay for hospital care, that she barely could take care of her own kids and that she either get an abortion or goes lives somewhere ells then she sat down and kept smoking like nothing happened wtf so I went up to her [[having in mind that I could get beat by this lady]] and told her that Anna is better off with me anyways, that we wasn’t counting on her to help us and that the only slut here is her and the Anna scream at her and told her that she was a virgin and that a mom shouldn’t talk to her daughter like and should support her just like my mom did. Then her mom told her [[exact words “oh really so Kevin’s mom is going to take care of MY daughter….ok fine…Anna you can pick your shit and move with your NEW mother” at this moment I was so fu*king pissed that I seriously wanted to beat the crap out of this lady, I would never lay a hand on a woman but if she was a dude I would have broken her face. Then Anna just told her that is better that way and that she will move in with her only mom not new mom cause it seems like she don’t have one [[I think that makes sense]] so yeah Anna as of today after school she is going to be living with me that means she will be going to my school and I’ll see her way more so I’m happy and she cant wait. :)

I’ll keep you posted for anything ells. I can’t wait for the first visit to the doctors : )

Good news or Bad new.It depends how you look at it [[UPDATE]]

2009-02-19T22:34:24Z

I'm gone muthafuker I'm gone.

+9 raves

I appreciate all of the positive comments on my last blog, even though I don’t know all of you; you guys had very nice things to say. So thank you I needed that.

Well here is the update.
After school I went to pick up Anna. The ride to the doctor was quiet, almost getting there I started to feel nervous and I could tell Anna was too. When we got there I took a deep breath and hold Anna’s hand and walked in there. Anna told the lady at the desk that she thinks she is pregnant and she wanted a test. The lady looked at me and then looked at Anna and told her that she needs to take a urine test and handed her a cup and said “pee here”. The lady was freaking rude I wanted to punch her. So while Anna did that I sat at the little waiting room, in front of me was a table with all kind of pamphlets about pregnancy, so I read some of them why not, right? I waited and waited, I was getting worried so I asked the lady if she could check on Anna and she just stared and told me that I’m gonna have to wait. So finally Anna came out, so I got up and walked up to her. I waited and didn’t say anything…then she looks at me and tell me...”I AM PREGNANT”.[[WOW I’m going to be a dad can u believe that??]] so I’m like WOW awesome and she just starts laughing and then she starts laughing and crying. I got worried but they were happy tears. She is due on 10/31/09 the whole pregnancy thing is very hard to understand, I’m still a little confused about it...How they start counting from the first day of your last period…I have no idea what that means. So now the worst was over...so we tough, it was time to tell our parents we chose to tell my parents first.[[ I know we are going to have a long journey and hard one but we are happy, Anna is happy she’s going to be a mommy and I am happy I’m going to be a dad]].
We got to my house I couldn’t find my mother anywhere inside so I went to the backyard and there she was meditating in her garden [[don’t ask lol]] I told Anna to wait inside, I ask my mother to come to the sun room so we can talk. The good thing about my mother is she isn’t intimidating so talking to her is easy. The first thing I ask her was what she thinks about Anna and of course she said the nicest things so I call Anna over and I tell my mom we got something to tell her...My exact words were “mom I know you’re not going to be proud of me for this but…Anna is pregnant, we are having a baby” she just looks at us…very serious I thought we was fu*ked, but she just walks over and hugs us then she grabs our hands and said “Kevin *insert lame middle name here* white, I love you more than anything and I will always love you no matter what, having a baby is a blessing and I will be there for you and I know your dad will too… and Anna I love you for making my son happy, you are a very nice girl and I would love to be there for you and the baby so whatever you need you just ask” then she asked us if we have told her parents and we said no.
the reason why we don’t want to tell her mom [[but I know we have to]] is, cause we know her mom won’t have any of this first she is on welfare, she is in and out of relationships with different guys, she has 3 other kids and god knows is she is on drugs. So I will definitely be there when she tells her mom and I hope she doesn’t do some crazy sh*t and honestly I don’t want Anna to live there with all that mess I rather have her living with me, my mom is cool about it. Now let’s see what Anna’s mom is gonna says because she could make her stay and live there with her cause she a hater, she thinks I’m a stuck up rich kid that thinks I’m better than everybody ells but whatever I won’t let Anna stay there.
Well that’s about it for now oh and my dad said he is proud of me for acting like a man and taking responsibility. That’s it for now.
Thank you for reading.You guys rock.

SO I MIGHT HAVE GOTTEN A GIRL PREGNANT......I MIGHT BE A DADDY.

2009-02-18T18:23:55Z

I'm gone muthafuker I'm gone.

+3 raves

ok where the hell do i start.
Well Anna is a girl i like a lot,she is 15.She doesn't go to my school or lives in my city.I met her at a pub a couple of months ago.Two weekends ago it was my friends birthday weekend so you know a lot of drinking and partying.So on Sat.night Anna and I decided to get away from all the people and walk around the beach..with a bottle of Bacardi in one hand.We sat down to Talk and shared a bottle,one thing let to another and we ended up having sex.I have brought condoms with me but I left them at the hotel.I told her this before anything happened but she just didn't care and kept kissing me.I should have still gotten up or stopped but I didn't.I'm not gonna blame the alcohol I knew what was going on,my mind was a little cloudy but still.I was just thinking with my head down there than with the one i got on my shoulders.
so this Monday I call Anna and she sounded a little weird,not her self.So I asked her if she wanted to go eat,she said yeah.She was still acting weird so I asked what was wrong and she told me that she just doesn't feel good.I told her i would buy some medicine for her but she said shes alright.
So on Tuesday I receive A text from her Saying to call her at 12:00,that's her lunch time,mine is at 12:50 I got 4th lunch.So what I did was asked to go to the restroom and Called her.She told me She think shes pregnant,I asked her why she thinks that and she said cause she is 2 days late and she has never been late before.I don't know much about girls and their "days" but I take her word on it.I didn't panic or freaked out I just told her to wait one more day and if she still late I'll pick her up after school and take her to the doctor.
Well today is the third day and she text me this morning and told me we are going to the doctor.
A lot of people might think that I'm too young,immature to know how to deal and handle this but you're right about something I am too young but not immature.I know what I did was stupid and I admit it.Now there are consequences and I have to take responsibility for it,that is if she is pregnant.
On Tuesday night we chilled and we talked about "what if" so I asked her if she is pregnant will she keep the baby, have an abortion or give it away.She got mad at me for just asking that and told me She would never get an abortion and the only reason she would give it away is if she got raped.Then she looked at me with angry eyes and asked me if that was what I wanted her to do..not keep the baby.I told her that of course not but its her choice that's why I asked.
I don't know What my parent will say but I know they will be behind me 100%.I've done some pretty stupid things like when I was 15,I got in an accident cause I was street racing illegally..with a permit only and my parents where there trough everything,they never got mad at me.The thing is that they might not be proud of me anymore maybe..I might be wrong.
Honestly if she IS pregnant,I will take care of her and the baby.I'll be 17 this year,we got money and enough room in my house.Knowing my mother,she didn't stop studying in college till she was like 9 months pregnant with me,so I know she will want us to finish our studies and if we need a nanny,we can get one only till the baby is old enough to go to school.Some of my friends had nannies growing up and they grew up fine.I guess that I'm not being negative about this and personally I think is good.I know people would tell me to get a job but I'll see what my parents think first.
Well I guess I'll write another blog after the doctor.
No negative replies are welcome.So yeah keep ur shit to ur self.

spoiled milk?

2009-02-06T17:51:18Z

I'm gone muthafuker I'm gone.

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can you live in a trailer park and have 3 cars of the year(one of them being a Hummer) and a motorcycle............but cant own a house?
well my cousins parents live like that.My cousin dont live with them anymore she lives with her boyfriends parents.the thing is she has to work to help her bf parents pay rent.she hates it..because she thinks they should live there for free lmao,she says if she lived with her parents she would be working but wouldn't pay anything so she would have a lot of money...because her parents wouldn't let her pay rent. what she dont get is that he bf parents live in a house a big house with 4 rooms and 2 1/2 bathrooms.while her parents live in a trailer with 3 little rooms and 2 little bathrooms and dont even have a dining room. I told her that she is a spoiled bitch because she is helping pay rent in a big house that everybody in her trailer park would LOVE to live in,but she wants to go back to the trailer so she wont have to pay bills..WTF! she kept bragging about how she is use to getting everything she wanted ....and i told her "yeah with ur parents money" she was like "yeah"...dude i hate people like that.I dont ask my parents for crap,they give me money cause they want to.it bothers me a lot cause I use to live in the Bronx,New York till i was 5,I was born in California when my mom was visiting her aunt but my parents lived in NY,in the ghetto. my parents before i was born they had one dream and it was to get out of there and move to Cali. so they study their ass off got a good scholarship and went to a good college...when i was born my mom was starting with her master degree on business Administration. my grandma says that my mom never took a break from school till she was 9 months pregnant cause she didnt wanted to waste time lol. after I was born she went back to school. when i was 5 we moved to California where my dad started his residency in Med. and my mom started working at a company...........cut to a few years forward and now we live in one of the most expensive cities on Cali. and one of the safest cities in USA.......compare that to living in the ghetto in the Bronx?????? and I will never act the way my cousin acts..Im not spoiled and I know my parents worked hard for all off what we have today....I seriously think my cousins parents live in the trailer park so they can have money to give her what ever she wants oh and one more thing even though her parents gave her everything she paid them by skiping school,doing drugs and almost not graduating...god i hate her. my aunt and my uncle (her parents) are really nice people and they love her a lot..I cant understand why shes like that...and she is older than me and acts like she dumb and immature. poor auntie and uncle.

for some girl.

2009-02-04T19:46:16Z

I'm gone muthafuker I'm gone.

+1 raves

i wont say who,but seriously stop thinking I like u cause I dont.Nope not even a little bit.You'r not attractive to me.you'r not my type.I like a girl that's real, you'r not.Real on my defenition is a girl that don't lie about the stuff she likes and make stuff up.I dont mind the make up or even if you have plastic surgery lol but I hate liars.I'm on to you. I'm not the only one thats on to you and by this I mean.We know you a liar.Seriously I don't like you and I never will.
I'm not trying to be mean,is just annoying.
-peace out.

BREE NO ONE CARES

2009-01-07T19:33:37Z

I'm gone muthafuker I'm gone.

+1 raves

Bree to all of ur million and one blogs..............no one cares.
LOL BOOOYA