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What I feel lately.............

2008-08-19T17:34:32Z

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So many changes happened lately. To be honest, I Couldnt handle it. I was left speechless, as seem as I cant believe that these thing are actually happening to me. I tried to get up, I felt defeated. I don't know what to do next? I've been tryied so many times..........all i have right now are high hopes, to not stop trying. thit-

I can see my self in that......

2008-06-10T04:12:12Z

ChickenNoodleSoup

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Since i was a kid, I'm pretty active about everything. Tend to be a very tomboy and low-maintainance person. Since I moved to US, I've changed a lot which I hope in 'good' way. Although, to be honest, my party's hormones level is increased, and I don't know why, I can't resist those lifestyle. And I won't give it up, yet. Btw, since I started working as a nanny. I realize how determined person I am. Sometimes, i think I should be able to divide my time as a person who wants to pursue her dreams and as a person that MUST realize that she's not getting any younger and its time to seek the possibility to start a healthy long-term relationship that lead to possibility of marriage (aka starting a family) I can see me in that level.......having my dreams and having my family. My future son......ahaaaa!!! lol........well, i have to find the future father first, cause i ain't inseminating anything inside me......lol (God forbids)

I got pulled over.............OMG!!!

2008-04-06T05:45:31Z

ChickenNoodleSoup

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Today was my sister's birthday party. We have dinner at italian restautant,my brother had like 2 wine and I got my self a nice Bailey's ice cream shake with kahlua. When we're done with our dinner, my sister decided to go to the club so we can enjoy more time and talk without being rush out cause the restaurant was starting to close. I told my brother : "Enough the wine" and he was like "okie dokie." We were chasing each other to the club, and my brother and I was on the last tail, and here comes the 'bride'....OMG, we got pulled over. I was like "shitt....i dont want any DUI shits happen to my brother." The Policemen were really polite, he asked my brother to step out and then do those thingy things for drunken driver. He asked him :"How much did u drink tonite?", he answered :"1 drink of red wine". The other police came to me, he was really polite too and asked me if i'm oke, I answered him "Im fine, thank you for asking." and he asked me also, "So how much did he drink?" with a nice smile I answered "He drank 1 glass of red wine." It was the longest 15 minutes in my life.....appearently my brother passed those tests and the police just warned him. And he was sooooo niceeee, come to me and ask me again (yes, the other police is cute...ha ha) "I hope you're ok ma`am".....and I smiled and answered "I'm oke, thank you for asking." They let us go. My brother was like "Uuuhh.......enough wine, i dont want to deal with DUIs....they're too expensive to handle." I just looked at him and grinch ......*fiuuuhhh* Guys, u know how much DUIs are............I dont want to know ^_^

Fighters.

2008-03-27T16:20:45Z

ChickenNoodleSoup

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I've been in Ups and Downs of life. Somehow I survive, I thank God,my family, friend and myself for it. Its been privileged that in my wholelife, I was introduced by That Man Above to some pretty tough fighters. From them, I learned so much things that make me wondering sometimes that my struggle are nothing compare to theirs. Living in U.S, far away from your family, far away from your safest place sometimes worry me. I know, as His lambs I'm not suppose to be worry at all cause He will provides. Though my friends told me, I'm a tough fighter, i think my fight is nothing compare than Tommy's (my friend from SH). He fights endless battle, that it only ends when he dies. Till this day, he's still fighting. And I adore him for that, make my struggles looks nothing. Sometimes, I see people around me wasting what they have for something worthless and here we are, with limitations try to climb to the top to reach our dreams. There are some nights, just me and my tea lookin outside through my rented room window and wondering, "God, gimme strenght and wisdom to get through." I've been in bad days lately, but I have to be head up and move on. Tired, dissapointed, worry and confused fill up my days lately. My friends stand by me and tell me "Everything's gonna be all right, u just have bad days. Don't quit" Their smile and encouragements light up my day. And make me strong again to give more fight. I believe, God always stand by me all the way. He knows, dreams are hard to follow, but I wont let anyone tear them away.......no way...lol Dear God, i'm pretty messed up here......i could use some of Your help...lol

My Valentine

2008-02-11T03:23:38Z

ChickenNoodleSoup

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Today, I bought the cards and the presents for Valentines. I dont have a boyfriend (Yes......its been 6 months of my singlehood life)....its ok...i still date around, but so far none of them getting my freak on...lol btw, back to the valentines. I bought my sisters sumthing, my bestfriends and to my 'mom and dad'.......... I think valentine its pretty exciting moments, time to share love and realize how much people around you, care and love u....it's amazing. So, i'll tell u next, what happen on my valentine's day...Im going to wrap my gifts right now...and write my cards...lol

He was my 1st buddy.....

2008-01-30T02:51:30Z

ChickenNoodleSoup

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Im still sad of the fact im losing Snoopy. My friends tried to cheer me up for the couple of days....and I had a blast during weekend, trying to cast away snoopy's memory. I've been alone before, my sister was busy and I'm new in this country. I dont have a friend yet, ...wait a minute...i was wrong. Snoopy was my 1st friend. He accompanied me during my hectic school times, he was there when I was excited to get my 1st job. He was there and always waiting for me to come home and walk him out. He loves to sleep infront of my bedroom's door, and do his little cry so i will cuddle him. I've been surrounded with dogs since I was born. Mama loves dog so much, in Indonesia we have 12 dogs. She took some abondoned dogs from the street, took them to the vet and then take care of them. I dunno why, but dogs have those connections with humans. They understand our feelings, and they're very loyal...no matter what their master do to them. love u snoopy.

Hi Guys, Sorry To say..Im Taking 'my break' at SH..maybe 1-2 wks

2008-01-24T16:42:47Z

ChickenNoodleSoup

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Yesterday had been longest day, so is today. When I lived with my sister,she has a dog named snoopy. The 1st time I came to DC, I stayed with mysister. I've been lived w/ her for 2 1/2 years, till last year i decided to move to va, to be closed to my work place and my school. So,yesterday my sister called me that snoopy has cancer and the vets told her the only way is to put him to sleep. She told me, he was really dying..unable to breath and he cant sleep. The news was so sudden, cause a couple of weeks ago I still walked and played with him. I told my sister, DO NOT PUT HIM TO SLEEP without me. Thank God yesterday, i got covered and I went straight to MD to meet my sister and snoopy. We decided to put him to sleep next morning, which is today. I cried.....hehehe....a lot, cause snoopy was 'my buddy' when i was alone and i was nothing...yet. My sister at that time was busy with her works, she left me at home with snoopy. And then for the past 2 1/2 years I hung out with him. He was a sweet dog. So it took a stroll at me, at this moment to face the fact that he's gone. I love him........and its hard...I have his pictures more than I have my sisters....lol I'll be back in 2 weeks.........Have fun with the polls....and I'll see you guys soon....

WoooOoooo!!!!!

2008-01-23T05:47:59Z

ChickenNoodleSoup

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It was my sister's birthday, she's 32 now...hehehe, she's single, anybody interested. We went to Lima, hit the floor till 2.am then we went to Barbosa till 4.am and then all of them so drunk, I have to drive (I think my alchohol level is the lowest.......*uhuk) I got 4 numbers, none of them seem to be interesting to be followed up...lol We booked the nearest motel, drop the ladies. And then Helena and I hit the closest Dunkin Donut and we had a blast with Hazelnut late and 12 donuts (I ate 1, Helena ate 8...and she's insisted for the past 24 hours that she's on diet....d`uh) We woke up at 6.pm and heading back home. I was tired....... Ps: Btw the party was in NYC......lol, back and forward driving for 10 hours.....just for 'FUN'....lol

I have to admitt, I'm sucks at creating Poll...lol

2008-01-18T07:41:28Z

ChickenNoodleSoup

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After I finished my work at internet/computer, i was determined to make my sell another poll for my profile at SH. But guess what......I was wondering or thinking or whatever I can call it...what question I should've came up with for next poll....I fell asleep infront of my laptop..........lol And it wasnt my 1st time, it was my 4th time......I have to admitt, I'm suck at creating poll...lol

2 Weeks Of My Diet

2008-01-18T06:14:00Z

ChickenNoodleSoup

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I Cook, I might not be the best chef but I cook. So, I put extra working to prepare my self a healthy diet menu. I was born with chubby genes, so I managed to shed 10 pounds in 2 weeks by cutting calories in my food. Well,still long way to shed my 30 pounds chubbyness. Workout and eat of course. Better find new menus.....cause i dont know why, i always hungry these times.