http://www.sodahead.com/blogs/feeds/user/1142263/atom/ http://www.sodahead.com/images/SodaheadBlacklogo_small.gif calmness84's Blog @ SodaHead.com Copyright © 2007 SodaHead.com All Rights Reserved2009-03-04T19:52:52Z calmness84 http://www.sodahead.com/blog/47058 <div align="left"><a href="http://www.sodahead.com/user/profile/1142263/"> <img src="http://images.sodahead.com/images/profiles/0/0/1/1/4/2/2/6/3/profiles_v_1052_367390_small.jpeg" align="middle" border="0" alt="calmness84"/> <small>calmness84</small></a> </div> <div><a href="http://www.sodahead.com/blog/47058/"></a> <b>0 raves</b> </div> The very dreadful I myself don&#39;t know I want. All my life is a kind of bad cinema fraud. The sad intrigues, the funny love and so forth. How did I dwindle into nothing? I&#39;m at a loss. I&#39;m late to live and to love. I&#39;m late! I wonder what such waits me ahead. You aroused me and I&#39;m at one&#39;s wit&#39;s end. It&#39;s emptiness around. On the other hand I myself tried to creat the vacuum around. I had a guard. I stayed safe and sound. I lived inside my own universe day after day. I tried to keep the status of quiet amain. The sudden rousing cought me unawares. I have neither wish nor readiness for affairs. I don&#39;t want return in real life. I&#39;m out of breath. I&#39;m not alive. I&#39;m sick of to be at stake caprice of fate. I&#39;m late to live and to love. I&#39;m late! I&#39;m not aware other life. I&#39;m all alone. Ever since I&#39;m used to swimming with flow I draw to a close and I&#39;ve a fit of the blues. Give me a little time and I&#39;m able break loose. You will know about my existence never. All is useless. I shan&#39;t even to endeavour. 2009-03-04T19:52:52Z calmness84