Ativan I love you
so my panic attacks or whatever just got worse and worse.
long syoru sjrt the doctor gave me an ativan and now life looks cool agan :D
im so out of it tho i need sleep but no im still babysitting. actually the kid is in bed, and brit is on the couch as they didnt want me on my own. and the mom knows so its ok. junior was grea today. brit and i want to keep him. i wonder what his mom will think
we went to the clinic and it was closed which made me freak ot again wooot. then to the hospital which was supposed to be 169 only but nooooo it was 4300 cash. who the hell carries 43 hundred in caaaaash. sure we have hat but mmmmmmmm
so they sent us to a walk in clinic down the road, which turned out to be a 25 buvkc cab away (y)
the doctor said i have to try and use breathing techniques and that its not all in my head but i make it worse so i have to calm down blah blah blah and then the best part of the night, the glorious ativan. oh man how awesome it is to breathe. BREATHING SHOULD BE LIKE LIKE i dont know, something awesome. oh breathing how i love you.
and now im a lil out of it but i fuess im supposed to be passing out by now but i gotta stay up til juniors mom get here. then beit and i will take a cab home.
thats the story for today.
nigth nfhti!
,aroi
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ATIVAN!!!! MY SAVIOUR! i take ativan every night before bed...well i actually need it by 6 or so to calm my anxiety down.....nothing works for me...breathing, yeah right...lost cause here.....its really hard , i understand!! -
All I know is that I will probably need to be on my two meds, too. It's a reality I am needing to come to terms with. The excercise helps me with the "anger issues" side of my bipolar disorder. It also really helps me sort out all the yucky stuff I feel everyday. When I don't excercise, I know it! I think that was what really sent me over the edge these past 7 years years. I got so caught up in caring for others, I gave up excercising and gained over 100 pounds! It will be a fight and a battle but get in a routine with your walking and stick to it. I bet you'll find that the meds. and excercise combo. is a winning one. You're young don't fall pray to the mistakes I've made. Make sure you make time for you- if you don't it will drive you closer to the darkness which is your disorder.
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I actually had to go back to the doctors and they prescribed me two different meds. One that is supposed to kick in 2 weeks, and the other one to help me ' til there. The doctor said I had panic disorder and assured me that its not in my head, that is very real, but I wont suffocate, its just highly uncomfortable and terrifying. UGH. I try walking as much as I can. It's been hard the past couple of weeks, but I try to walk lots. Any suggestions? Thanks!
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Girl, that is some scary s---! I hope I never get to that point! I have survived without meds most of my life though. It was when I had the second kid that the hormones went bizerk! I hope things work out for you. Hey, have you tried excercise? It's done wonders for my depression and I've lost 15 of the million pounds I need to loose. May it will help you with anxiety.
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Hey there, I'm feeling better, yes, thank you! :)
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Hi Marianne, Are you feeling better?
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oh man remind me not to update stuff when im on meds! naw, i can get like that with normal meds like the sleeping ones so you wont get car sick stuff. im very weak when it comes to that. now im going to bed. i have the day off and i want to SLEEP lots. well deserved break! thanks everyone *hugs*
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get well soon hope you can enjoy the weekend
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wow, that ativan sure is something crazy! I've never seen you mis type like that before! Thanks for keeping me updated, hun. :)
