Monday bloody Tuesday bloody Wednesday bloody Thursday.....

Here's to another entry full of whining, and complaining.

Monday - I get home and Brit's in bed hardly moving at all. The ambulance had been called already, and her mom and sister wouldn't even face me. I cried my eyes out with her when they both left. She kept reassuring me it was okay, she'd be okay etc etc Asked me to promise her that if she needed to go to the hospital, that I'd make it there one way or another. When the paramedics got there, they said her vitals were fine, and even though she wasn't feeling good it would be worse if she had to wait in the hospital for hours. So no hospital on monday. I just did all I could to make her comfortable for the rest of the night.

Tuesday - I had to babysit until 11:30pm. We'd been calling each other back and forth, and then I didnt get any other calls.. I just assumed she was sleeping. I called her at 9ish to make sure everything was okay. Her mother answers to let me know they're in the hospital. Hospital. With me stuck here. No idea how she was. I obviously panicked. Cried my eyes out once again. I can't handle stuff like that dude. Especially when there's nothing I can do. I know should be stronger, but I kinda lost it. Anyway, by the time I left they were heading home already so I didnt have to go to the hospital. She was really out of it, as they had given her a shot of morphine, and something else to keep her from throwing up again. So on top of a spinal headache, they said she has a really bad infection. and then on tuesday she has to see a neurologist.

Wednesday - Arguing with TJ's mom about whether I should be paid for extra days I babysit or not. Apparently it's unthinkable, and I offended them deeply just by asking.

Thursday (today) - Getting yelled at by Junior's mom about the same issue.

I guess I have to suck it up. Until I get a better visa there's not much I can do. I know that, they know that. It's a sacrifice I must do I guess, and it won't be forever *prays*

Today it's until 11:30, same tomorrow I guess. I better get my 2 days off next week man. Not that I'd be able to do much if I dont. SIGH.

Hopefully Ill have something nice to blog about soon! *fingers crossed*