But I'm not gonna be okay.
Today was the funeral and it wasn't easy. Is it ever?
It was hard but being with family helped alot.
After the Funeral we went to Toms, Becky's husbands, house. He stayed up stairs most of the time. After eating, Me, Mindy, and Shauna went upstairs and layed down with him on the bed. So all together it was Me, Mindy, Shauna, Lisa, Tom, Heather and little Thomas. We just layed and talked. Lisa and I held his hand. Little Thomas was cute, he was laying on Tom and just hugging him. We talked about good things, good memories and after talking he went downstairs with everyone else.
Before I left though, I gave him a last hug, again. We will be seeing him on Christmas Eve, because no matter what he's part of the family <3 I've know him my whole life, My mother has known him her whole life and everyone else has too.
<3
It was hard but being with family helped alot.
After the Funeral we went to Toms, Becky's husbands, house. He stayed up stairs most of the time. After eating, Me, Mindy, and Shauna went upstairs and layed down with him on the bed. So all together it was Me, Mindy, Shauna, Lisa, Tom, Heather and little Thomas. We just layed and talked. Lisa and I held his hand. Little Thomas was cute, he was laying on Tom and just hugging him. We talked about good things, good memories and after talking he went downstairs with everyone else.
Before I left though, I gave him a last hug, again. We will be seeing him on Christmas Eve, because no matter what he's part of the family <3 I've know him my whole life, My mother has known him her whole life and everyone else has too.
<3
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