Breathe Me

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Breathe Me

Help, I have done it again… I have been here many times before…

You know that one time... When you just can't get them out of your head... No matter what you do...

And you cry.

You scream.

You take it out on other people.

You listen to that one song that reminds you of them.

Because it was your song together.

Because you know it makes you cry.

But you still listen anyway.

Because it's something that gives you a meaning.

Hurt myself again today… And, the worst part is there’s no one else to blame…

You don't stop.

You cry for hours, trying to rid yourself of the thoughts.

They're dead.

It doesn't matter any more.

It's nothing.

Be my friend…
Hold me, wrap me up…
Unfold me…
I am small…
I’m needy…
Warm me up…
Breathe me…

But it’s not nothing.

It's always something.

It's not being a drama queen.

It's something bigger than that.

Something deep inside you that you, and you alone can understand.

No one else "gets" it.

But you do.

Ouch I have lost myself again... Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found...

And in the end, it's not okai.

Nothing's ever okai.

I'm still waiting for my forever.

And I hope they get here soon.

Yeah I think that I might break... I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe...

Because I won't wait forever.

And now... It's his last chance.

I'm through with this.

I don't know.

I don't feel.

I don't... Understand.

And I'm not sure he does either.

I don't even know if I'm making sense.

Be my friend... Hold me, wrap me up...

This isn't what I planned at all.

Unfold me... I am small... I'm needy...

I don't want to continue. Just stop it all. End it.

Warm me up... And breathe me...
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