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Grandpa is came back last night and is feeling loads better. Even on the phone I noticed the difference. I didn't get to visit him but I worked around his house to make it easier on him. He actually told me to enjoy Halloween because last year I had food-poisoning. It is the second worst thing, right under that migraine I once had. I couldn't even sleep that off.

So, anyway, went to a birthday/Halloween party dressed as the Hobo of Halloween. It was very relaxed and friendly, loved it to death, except for my ex's dad hanging at least five feet from me for the first half hour of the party, waiting for me to discuss politics so he could argue or blame my views on my own father. I didn't realize it until after the fact, but I did savor how when he asked, "Did your father tell you that?" "No, I read up on it. I wouldn't talk to him about stuff like that until I was married." I'm not like his son; I don't need my dad listening in on phone calls and telling me what to say. *nudge nudge* (Also, they dressed a life-size Bush picture up with a devil's outfit, showing it off to me personally. Again, it's so much fun to blow off their attempts and watch them lose that pride. Another guy fondled the paper president and his gf walked away red.)

He's doing all right but he's still having troubles with his girlfriend. She dressed as a French maid. She had to wear shorts because it was so short and she was practically falling out of her dress; I wanted to cover her up with a scarf and I've also realized that big boobs are not that attractive. I saw them and I thought granny titties. Anything over a D is too much. I have a friend with double Es who can't lose weight for risk of breaking her spine. Not fun.

Back to them, he's still reserved as ever with her and she's still as clingy as ever. She wanted his attention and he was more worried about video games and these popper things. (Also, played Guitar Hero, very fun and learned I knew more metal songs than I thought. Only thing was that I would start doing great and then someone would say something about it; I would immediately mess up.) It didn't matter that he wouldn't see everyone else for a while or that the rest of us wanted to give her attention. She got drunk along with others even though he said that none of that would happen. He did try to give her attention twice but she kept pushing him away. Another friend told me of how this always happens, they start thinking of breaking up and then fix it finally at the last second. I made sure to stay around the birthday girl and only be around him if others were around because of our history and his girl's jealous paranoia.

I'm glad I got to see them though and finally met up with one of my gay friends. Asked him the penis question and he laughed, "Of course, who wouldn't be?" He is having a difficult time though. A ten hour job cities away, but he hasn't lost his will to soil what little white I have on my gown. He told me to become a stripper, says it helps the body (he has lost weight) and pays good on holidays. After so long he gave up and said to at least visit. Apparently just the tiniest flirting can get you a drink here, male or female. And also my friend lied. She used to date him and he dumped her for a guy so she labelled him as homosexual. I thought he'd told her that, but she just declared it and he corrected her. I think the reason stems from this. "I may agree with both genders, but the fact he left me for a guy still stings." I find this hypocritical when she says both are the same and she's bisexual, but she blames it on her gender. Personally, if I didn't believe I would go to Hell for the choice, I wouldn't blame him; he gets the best of both worlds with a guy.

Found out that I'm also the minority actually, being Republican which was a shocker. The people that I thought were weren't. I may not agree with their views but they are good people, that's why I think Sodahead is so impersonal. Everyone only gets to read what you believe, not hear your tone, or see your voice or experience interaction. Most friendships start with just kindness, not a common agenda.

Went to two Fall Festivals and sometime in the next few days I be at an anime convention. I also want to say that I'm surprised that I didn't have many attacks while I was gone and I want to thank those that disagree with me. On here I can have constant confrontations and am forced to control my temper, that has helped me with my dealings with people in person. I hope I haven't forgotten anything on this blog. I know the moment I finish this I'll remember something.