I'm someone who enjoys sharing opinions and views on things, discussing general topics, learning and also teaching others. I believe that there is no limit when it comes to age and maturity.

I lead quite a different life compared to the other teenagers. I am not one for the popularity / status, and I refuse to gossip about how hot this guy is, or how he drives a Mustang. I rather spend my time on the internet reading about world news or in the library studying.

You could call me an artist in several ways; I like to sing, compose lyrics, compose music and I love to draw. My strongest arty side of me is my writing skills. I tend to lean more towards horror/suspense/action genres, the same goes out to movies. I can be rather emotional. Once you hurt me, it will remain imprinted in my brain for as long as I live. On the other hand, I love to laugh, love to make people laugh, love to hear laughter and love to have fun.

I love giving out advice. Helping, advising and guiding are some of my best traits. I never refuse to help or give advice. I try my best. I hate letting people down, and I know how it feels to be pushed around and no one listens to you. I find psychology to be very interesting.

I sometimes experience conflict between my emotions and thoughts, which will generally be resolved in favor of what I think. I find myself interested in the practical applications of whatever material I have learned or whatever situation I face and will retain the ability to refine whatever knowledge I possess or aspects of whatever position I am in.

I orient myself towards intellectual activities and structure. I like having schedules, I stick firmly to them, I always plan in advance. I tend to be reflective and measured by my interaction style. For the most part, I come off aloof, but I can promise you that if you take the time to get to know me, you will find a completely different person on the inside, rather than the outside.

I am goal-oriented, and I always place myself first. I know this may sound selfish, but I am my number one priority. I treat myself the way I want people to treat me, with respect. I am also often considered objective. I am an audio and visual learner, and not to blow my own horn, but I am very good at reading body language and psychology. I have a very good memory as well.

I am borderline on being a complete perfectionist. I am past borderline of being a brutally honest being. I tend to be very conscientious, and I rely on no one else but myself, majority of the time. I am typically calm, relaxed and very easy going, yet my thirst for adventure is great. I adapt to changes easily and I will try almost anything interesting. I constantly push my own limits.


Some people have asked me, what are you? Are you mixed?

Yes, I am mixed. I am an Asian of course. I am half Japanese, one-fourth Chinese and one-fourth Malay. Yes, I'm Malay, no, I'm not a terrorist. Haha, couldn't help but add that in. I am not religious, but I am not an atheist either. I dislike following organized religion for it's much too suffocating. However, I do believe that there is a God somewhere out there.

I've had my share of relationships, and I have to say I'm just sick of them right now. They are far too complicated, and I can't afford to be attached to people right now. Attachment only leads to heartache.

I support all forms of sexual orientation. I don't dismiss or look down upon any of them.
I have a soft spot in my heart for tiny creatures (chipmunks and kittens).
I am only 5'4. Pretty short. I blame the Japanese in me ;)
I respect a mother's choice when she wishes to abort the baby as long as she does it before she is 2 months pregnant.
I don't believe in Jesus, but I do believe there is a God.

People:
Common sense, maturity, the ability to type properly, grateful ones, kind, people who can take a joke/prank, who knows when to get serious, people who can stand up for themselves. People who are easy to talk to about mostly anything,

I would love to meet people who share the same interests as me, or even the complete opposite! I like to have a healthy debate / argument once in a while. I would also love to meet people from all over the world, and to get to know them, culture, their homeland, etc.<br/>

Everything to do with nature, light rainy days, poetry, free stuff, kick boxing, sports of all kinds, giving out advice, helping others out, playing instruments myself, English tea, making friends... <br/>
Reading is another thing I do in my spare time. I love reading but I'm running out of books to read. Sadly. There are no more interesting books nowadays...

Orchestral , hard rock / some metal , some techno and trance , broadway songs , some hip hop and some slow stuff.<br/>>
Adema, AFI, Alicia Keys, All American Rejects, Arch Enemy, ATB, Atreyu, Audioslave, Avenged Sevenfold, Backstreet Boys, B.Benassi, Bianca Ryan, Bloodbath, Body Rockers, Bon Jovi, Breaking Benjamin, Bullet for My Valentine, Carrie Underwood, Cascada, CKY, The Corrs, Counting Crows, Delcan Galbraith, Disturbed, DJ Otzi, DJ Tiesto, DJ Sashaa, Dream Theater, Eagles, Elemeno P, Emilie Autumn, Eminem, Enter Shikari, Erasure, Escape the Fate, Evan Rachel Wood, Evanescence, The Exponents, Five for Fighting, Flyleaf, Foo Fighters, Fort Minor, Franz Ferdinand, Garbage, Gary Valenciano, Goo Goo Dolls, Goodnight Nurse, Guns N Roses, H.I.M., Ice Cube, Immortal Technique, Incubus, India Arie, Ingrid Michaelson, Jason Mraz, Jeff Buckley, Jet, Joey McIntyre, Justin Timberlake, Kelly Clarkson, The Killers, Lacuna Coil, LeAnne Rimes, Lee Ryan, Lifehouse, Linkin Park, LMNT, Mandy Moore, Marie Digby, Marilyn Manson, Maroon 5, Matchbook Romance, McFly, Meatloaf, Metallica, Michael Jackson, Moby, Mudvayne, Murderdolls, Muse, Mushroomhead, Ne-Yo, Nelly Furtado, Nickelback, Nightwish, Nine Days, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Nonpoint, Oasis, Ohio Players, One Republic, Orson, Papa Roach, PINK, Powerman 5000, The Pretenders, Puddle of Mud, Queen, Quietdrive, Rammstein, Rascal Flatts, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Reel Big Fish, Richard Marx, Rob Thomas, Rooney, Ryan Cabrera, Satyricon, Saving Jane, Sean Callery, Seether, Shakira, Shayne Ward, Skid Row, Slayer, Slipknot, Something Corporate, System of a Down, Taking Back Sunday, Taylor Swift, The Temptations, Tenacious D, Teriyaki Boyz, Third Eye Blind, Three Days Grace, Tool, Trust Company, Tweaker, The Used, Valencia, Velvet Revolver, Wesnesday 13, The Wonders, Xandria, Yellowcard, Zeromancer, 30 Seconds to Mars.

I really can't stand the Jonas Brothers or Hannah Montana Miley Cyrus. Bite me.
I can't stand wannabe bands, and I definitely will not stand for squeaky girl-sounding singers who can't carry a proper tune.

24 and Dexter <3

Scrubs, Crime Scene Investigation, Ugly Betty, House, Bones, Blood Ties, and True Blood.

I have way too many favourite movies; I have a room solely for keeping my DVD collection. To name a few:
Ginger Snaps 1
Ginger Snaps 2
Ginger Snaps Back
Hell Boy 1 & 2
Underworld 1, 2 & 3
X-Men (all)
Rambo (all)
Taken
24: Redemption
Serenity
Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
Gladiator
Mothman Prophecies
The Butterfly Effect
Jumper
Fast and Furious (all)
Pirates of the Caribbean (all)
Bangkok Dangerous
Made of Honour
28 Days Later
28 Weeks Later
Blood Diamond
Dracula
Children of the Corn
The Exorcism of Emily Rose
The Exorcist (first one)
Final Destination (all)
Hot Fuzz
Run, Fatboy, Run
Interview With A Vampire
James Bond (all)
Pans Labyrinth
Labyrinth
Shaun of the Dead
Silent Hill


I'm not one for fantasy movies such as Harry Potter and Narnia (ugh) but I do like my sci-fi horror movies :) I tend to be more attracted to horror / fiction / scientific / thriller / action / comedy movies.

Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Hell to Pay, The Beloved, Power of Tree, Hidden Leaves, The Mist, Cell, L.J.Smith books, Stephen King books.

~Friends~
**someone**:
You know you love me and you want to have my babies. You also want to fuck me and have threesomes with me and my little man. ;) You know you want it. Sadly, I can't. I am deprived of sperm.

Josh [on the phone with me]
Sadly, yes, I'm at church. Yes, that's the organ playing and yes, it's playing fucking gay Christian music man, someone come shoot me and yes, Mom, Jesus isn't real.

Josh [at school]
So I went to this music store, right? I ask the guy what brand the guitar was, "Yamaha". The drums, "Yamaha." The piano, "Yamaha". Then I asked him, are you wearing Yamaha underwear too? And he said, "I don't wear underwears or boxers."

Visigothicreign.