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My shadow's
Shedding skin and
I've been picking
Scabs again
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been
I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in
I wanna feel the changes coming down
I wanna know what I've been hiding in

My shadow
Change is coming through my shadow
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been picking
My scabs again

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic
And insecure delusions

I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured within

My shadow
Change is coming
Now is my time
Listen to my muscle memory
Contemplate what I've been clinging to
Forty six and two ahead of me

I choose to live and to
Grow, take and give and to
Move, learn and love and to
Cry, kill and die and to
Be paranoid and to
Lie, hate and fear and to
Do what it takes to move through

I choose to live and to
Lie, kill and give and to
Die, learn and love and to
Do what it takes to step through

See my shadow changing,
Stretching up and over me
Soften this old armor
Hoping I can clear the way
By stepping through my shadow,
Coming out the other side
Step into the shadow
Forty six and two are just ahead of me

I'd like to meet

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Writing, reading, dancing, music, gaming
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Art, reading, Classic movies, politics, yoga, meditation, writing... learning

Favorite Music

TOOL, Marilyn Manson, A Perfect Circle, Lauryn Hill, Lady Gaga, Pearl Jam, Tori Amos
Nirvana, Sting, Zeppelin, Floyd, Janis, Jimi, Ludacris, Kanye West, Erykah Badu, Queen
OutKast, Johnny Cash, Flobots, Cambria and Coheed, Foo Fighter, RHCP, Depeche Mode .. oh the list goes on

flobots cambria coheed foo fighter rhcp depeche mode list

Favorite Movies

Snatch.. my favorite love story 'Walk the Line'

Favorite Quotes

Conformity is the jailer of freedom and the enemy of growth ~ JFK

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent ~ Eleanor Roosevelt

Man can believe the impossible, but man can never believe the improbable ~ Oscar Wilde

Illusion is the first of all pleasures. ~ Oscar Wilde

And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.~ Anais NIN

I looked with chameleon eyes upon the changing face of the world, looked with anonymous vision upon my uncompleted self.~ Anais NIN

"My passionate sense of social justice and social responsibility has always contrasted oddly with my pronounced lack of need for direct contact with other human beings and human communities. I am truly a 'lone traveler' and have never belonged to my country, my home, my friends, or even my immediate family, with my whole heart; in the face of all these ties, I have never lost a sense of distance and a need for solitude..." ~ Albert Einstein

Everyone understands the need for change in the abstract, but on the day-to-day level people are creatures of habit. Too much innovation is traumatic, and will lead to revolt. If you are new to a position of power, or an outsider trying to build a power base, make a show of respecting the old way of doing things. If change is necessary, make it feel like a gentle improvement on the past.


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  • Wilde~MoonChild ™
  • Female
  • IL, US
  • 2010/11/05 17:22:19
  • 2013/10/16 01:35:53
  • July 03
  • Single
  • Cancer
  • Expressing Myself
  • Yes
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  • Proud Parent
  • Liberal
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  • Slim/Slender
  • 5 feet 0 inches